I feel like a total loser most of the time. I hate every job I take to the point it disgusts me. I want to take a chance on doing what really want, but I need to work until then. I need money. I need to survive. Yet, I just end up so mentally and emotionally exhausted that I can’t work on anything else after. Then I just get more stressed and dread going to work the next day to the point it keeps me up. Eventually I get fired. Like now. I can’t hold on to a job and I feel like I’m just stuck in a loop. I’m due to move in with my boyfriend at the start of September, but I’m just such a let down. He’s so sweet and kind. He’s the best part of my life. I don’t want to be a burden to him, but I just know the cycle will continue.