I can not sleep

Posted by in Work on Apr 16th, 2010 | 1 comment

I am angry that my colleague is also my neighbor. I can not escape from her. And the thing that pisses me off that she always says that our boss is sh_t, that all of us in the department are sh_t, because he thinks like that….and that all of us are in the sh_ty situation.
And i hate the fact that she has an influence on my confidence, i hate it. I hate the fact, that she can say only a little thing and it can disturb me. I HATE IT! And now I can not fall a sleep.
Anyway, my boss has a bad manner but which boss has not?
I just want to do a good job and improve myself. So what if I gave a crappy presentation. I have a nice boyfriend which I love and next time I will improve myself and I ll be wonderful…anyhow…I do not know how to escape from her. She is not a bad person, she helps a lot…but has somehow negative attitude….

I do not know….
I guess I have to gain more self confidence, that not just she but nobody can disturb me. But… I do not know how? Starring each morning at the mirror and saying….oh, how beautiful I am.,… does not help…..

Anyhow……I hope that I will gain my confidence, so that no one can disturb me….

because I am wonderful, I like my job, I like my boss even though he can be a jerk and the most important
i like my boyfriend and I would like to have a children with him.

One Response to “ “I can not sleep”

  1. Anonymous says:
    April 16, 2010 at 10:37 pm

    If you do not like the way she talks about your job then politely tell her not to talk that way to you about your job anymore because it bothers you. If she is a nice person, which you mentioned that you think she is, then she should understand. If she continues to do it then you should just not talk to her anymore. Never let anyone have a negative impact on your self esteem. No one can make you feel badly about yourself unless you let them. you are in control of how you let someone effect your feelings. Telling yourself you’re beautiful is probably not working becasue she is not attacking how you look she is attacking your ability to do your job. So maybe telling yourself that you do a good job and that you are an excellent worker may help. Prayer will help as well. Good luck and God bless.

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