shinigami
Posted by Anonymous in Weird on Jun 27th, 2010 | 15 commentsim scared.. i have proven myself to detect death to a certain person/s when i see them. i have been in this kind of situation for several years now. i had more than 10 people detected their death is coming and they are all gone.. some are friends and some are not. they either died because of health problem or accidents or suicide. i can’t tell when or how are they goin to die but i can detect death is coming to them. i don’t know how i was able to do this. it will just come out of my mouth when i see the person but it will only be me who can hear this.. i dont know either if i am actually saying it out in words or words are just all in my mind. every time this happens, the person i see and detect death to them has only a week to a month to live.. every time this happens.. i feel terrible that i cant do anything but to hear people telling me this person just died.. i dunno what i should do.. im afraid to tell the person involve that they are goin to die coz they might think im crazy or trying to throw a bad joke.. every time this people dies.. i feel all the guilt inside me, i feel i am the reason why they died.. i dont intentionally detect death, its not working.. yes i tried to intentionally tell to myself that person is goin to die sooner or later to test.. but no, it doesnt work that way..
i am feeling paranoid some times to look at people especially to my love one and on the mirror.. i am so scared that one day il detect death to those people i care and love.. i am scared that when i look at myself in the mirror.. i detect my own death.. makes me paranoid.. i wanted to cry this out loud, its so scary and i feel terrible.. i want to know how to “counter spell” it.. but i dunno any way..
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Maybe you are going about this all wrong. Think of it as a gift from God. You are his messenger. You sense these things and have to prepare that person for his “transision” to eternal life.
Speak with a clergyman about this and you will see I am right.
may be you are paranoid/ with mysterious
powers from aliens/ god bless stay home
and dont disturb happy people and let them die happily
and get yrself checked with some psychatrist.all the best
you’ll be okay, I don’t think this is that big of a deal, I have a worse problem, seriously bad things happen to people when their around me. Bad things that have a low probability of happening. I am sure I am a bad luck charm, its kinda of disturbing, but I am also naturally magnanimous so people like being around me… then bad things happen to them. they never think its my fault but I know it is.
too get over your feel I suggest emersion therapy, go to a cemetery and face the people you know who have died. WIsh them well the next life could be better than this one. We don’t know that death is bad. Its entirely possible that it is good. Also next go to a nursing home, or other place where people die and just accept and embrace the feeling. In other words confront it. And if someone you know is going to die, and you can feel it, say it to them, say I know this is weird, but I have had these premonitions before and… then say that just to make you feel better you would like them to go to the doctor and receive a full comprehensive physical, many cancers, heart conditions etc if caught early are curable you may feel anxiety and guilt because you feel powerless to stop what you feel as impending doom, at least if you tell them it gives them a chance to see if they can stop it, and then you will have the peace of mind that you did what you can do to help, and that is all you can do.. tell them and urge them to get checked out or otherwise be cautious. you can;t do anything other than that so you can take solace there.
You should not fear your ability, it’s a gift given to you, and you should try to use it to help people, and I don’t think you caused their death, it’s not your fault they passed away. I think you should tell someone you trust or care about, like you wife, I’m sure she’ll understand. And just remember that those people are in a better place. :) Good luck.
This is not a gift, and if it is, it is not from God. Look for a pastor to help you understand this. Satan is a deceiver and knows how to confuse us and freighten us. Draw near to God and His Word; “if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.’ John 8:36
I agree…I think this is a gift, a scary gift but a gift none the less. I can only imagine how scary or confusing it must be. But I think you can come to terms with it and try to help people by sharing it.
I am not sure how you could go about this..but I think it’s a possibility!
What a gift you have! Don’t fear it.
I understand. I have this ability too. I have acurately predicted the deaths of all of my relatives who crossed over as of 2001. The last was an aunt whom I did not know was in a nursing home until I told my mother my dream.
I work with magick and I know what you have… Some people are pretty sensitive to a lot of supernatural expericences. I’ve met people who can have Astral Travels, have Pressentments, Sixth Senses and a friend who see the dead. But I have the rare hability to do all of that and feel death in people. Death is an unseen and unfeelable (for most people) energy that opens all the Sephirots of the person to let the soul leave the body. What we do is like a Pope Nicholaus exam, we don’the the death but we see its effects. Stay calm, thats just part of you and no, you won’t feel your own death. It will be a surprise for you like it is for everyone.
Blessed be.
Okay, you are definitely not a Shinigami. Get yourself checked out by a psychiatrist. If this somehow actually keeps happening, get yourself checked out by a scientist, even one of those wackos that try to prove the supernatural would be useful. Who knows? You may actually have some unknown psi talent. It’d be interesting to meet a precog. Also, avoid clergy. They can’t help you anymore than a psychiatrist and will probably do more damage.
I’m skeptical of your ‘ability’ The ones who dies from suicide were probably influenced by your ‘prediction’
Lay off of it and stop playing God
(although I’m atheist)
I figured out the riddle. You work in a hospital or in a nursing home, right? Or maybe death row in a prison? Maybe you work in a chicken processing plant and you get to know the chickens?
I have been studying this phenomena for many years. It emerges from an stunted development in childhood, followed by a rapid adolescence. The hormones produced during adolescence highly exceed the brain development. You will feel “out of control” with these feeling and insights. My patients have found comfort in table tennis. It sounds strange, but helps rebuild parts of childhood. Once you have had a complete childhood, you will be able to move on. Crack will drastically hinder your progress. You need to stop that immediately.
This kind of ability simply doesn’t exist, I suggest you have a psychiactric evaluation. Don’t be encouraged by the people saying it’s a super-natural power – they are being highly incredulous and totally irrational.
Evening,
My experience is similar to yours. As a young child whilst sleeping, events would be revealed to me that I had no power over. The situations would happen and I would be aware that I had prior knowledge of them to occur. This wouldn’t scare me as I figured that,for whatever reason, I was allowed to see.
Fast forward to my maternal grandmother’s passing in 2003. Whilst I slumber, on occasion, she visits me. This does scare me as someone whom I have been in contact with seems to die. I’ve come to accept this as I feel she is either a ghost, an angel, or a demon. I have tried jesus,god, excorcism to no avail. Anyway, to be blunt, this weirdness is a way of me knowing that these events are going to occur. I have no power to stop death as i am not God. I don’t know why I have this gift/curse of sight on occasion.