I want to be murderer
Posted by anonymous in Weird on Jan 18th, 2010 | 54 commentsI want to kill someone in my lifetime and get away with it. I’ve always enjoyed the thought of killing someone. I’m a normally happy and cheery person. I just want to go insane and kill someone one day. I fantasize about being the perfect serial killer. I have many friends, no enemies, a wonderful life, and absolutely no reason to kill. Does that make me already insane?
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Ive wanted to do that to! Thought about it and everything. A couple people I know want to. Theres a difference between thinking it and actually doing it though. I wouldnt suggest going through with the murder.
You should watch Dexter or read the book, I am not advocating for killing someone, but if you can’t control the urge, in a novelistic story book sense it at least makes sense to kill bad people to get them off the streets.
I agree, Dexter is the man… and you’ll feel so good after watching the show!
i dont see why you are advising to kill.
it would only get worse
thoughts are nothing in of themselves
action counts
I think there are a lot people that have thought about it, but have not thought about the consequences. I mean you would be killig a human being who does not deserve their life to be taken from them especially at your hands cause you wouldn’t even know them. Is that fair? Who gives you the right? I love animals and wouldn’t want to see them hurt, but it would probably be best if you kill an animal instead if you want to kill. And let it be your own animal so you know what it feels like on the receiving end of knowing that something that was yours was killed. Also, why would you want to go to jail or live as a fugitive for the rest of your life. Karma is a bi&*ch!!!
please don’t tell anyone to do that.
It’s just as wrong.
You have no respect at all… idiot. What about we kill you and make you watch, *******.
Just think..there is someone out there in your life thinking that about you also……..
Look I would go with it – but go and kill some rich banker that has been ripping people off –or better still a politicion –that way you would be a folk hero to the masses –the press would hate you though because they always look after the very wealthy
you must be ******* insane too
rich people are dicks but they don’t deserve to be killed
******* jerkoff
I would just stick to violent video games, kill little virtual people. :)
well you just cant go killing and violating other peole.
you end up in jail… or dead on an electric chair.
and hurt other peole.
****
Would you be able to live wuth the thought that you might be killing osmeone who is a mother/father/ sister etc…
There’s no need for you to go insane. :)
Have you tried dipping a lamp-plug in to water a few mintues before a person enters the room?
yeah thats weird…and you should really talk to someone professional about this
Yes, you are already insane. Those are the thoughts of a psychopath. Get help, before you really hurt someone and have to live with the consequences. And don’t follow the advice of the person who suggested killing an animal instead; studies show killing animals is often a natural step in the making of a serial killer. Let me be clear: what you’re feeling is WRONG. Get help.
I understand exactly what you mean. i wanna do that too. but i know who i wanna kill.
who do you want to kill.
you will just get in trouble.
or get self killed.
why do you think its so easy to kill?
get help
Ah, welll i have the same thing i love my friends and family but i always watch CSI and other cop shows and every time i do its like: HEY U COP! i will kill some one some day and u cant find me!! lol idk its just somthing i’v wanted to t do i want to be a sniper persone lol i love playing those war games and just runnning out with my gun and killing all the basterds lol (I’m really good at it to) Well yea i have that to but im not insane though i mean yes its a lil secret of mine but still! we alll do :]
That’s tough. I thought i knew how you felt, until you said you had no enemies. I was going to say that there have been people i’ve hated so much that I seriously wanted to murder them, but I never actually was going to. When you hate somebody, you want them dead. That didn`t necessarily mean I wanted to kill them but i wanted them dead. There are too many consequences, and it`s just wrong. You just don’t kill people, okay? I can’t believe this is a discussion. Killing a person is not now not ever an option for anyone no matter the situation. My point is, i think everyone has fantasized, no matter how creepy or insane this sounds, about killing somebody at least once in their lifetime. For sane people, it’s usually about someone they hate. You don’t have any enemies, therefore you ARE CRAZY. You just have a out-of-nowhere desire to kill? You ENJOY THE THOUGHT OF KILLING SOMEONE. Yes, that does make you extremely insane. What the **** is wrong with you?! Get help, please. You were gracious enough to confess this and i respect you for that, but please get help before you steal a life that is not yours to steal.
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- Kate
Its the way people really work. Most people. Thats why its so hard to trust anyone. Most people aren’t worth trusting. Everyone has secrets. This is just his/hers. Luckily enough, my secret makes me insane, but doesn’t hurt anyone. I lived for 6 years pretending I was a reincarnation of a prince from another dimension. I also pretended to be a werewolf…a vampire at one time…a witch…to have invisible weapons…to be a demon hunter…faked being possessed…name it…I’ve probably faked it. Fake myspace accounts for people who don’t exist, sad thing is I can get away with it. I’m great at creating fake personalities> I’ve even faked Multiple Personality Before. And I’m sure I could fake it in front of a professional and have a chance at them believing it. I can change my handwriting, sound of my voice, everything. Way I move, the way I talk. Thats my secret. Its not too horrible, but yes. It makes me insane. Can’t say you have nothing your hiding inside locked up from the world can you?
i think you should be a hunter :I
No, this does not make you insane. It’s very common for people to think about killing others. It is considered unhealthy for the mind not to think about it.
I had mental help over depression and this is where I learnt about the subject. I would not recommend going ahead with it though. That wonderful life your talking about won’t last if you do.
Totally normal!! People suck. It’s fun to fantasize about crazy shit like that. Have fun with your imagination! Just don’t do it unless it’s in self defense. That would be perfect, you get your desire to kill, and the jerkoff that wronged you gets what’s coming to him! Best of all, you get away with it.
I think that all these CSI shows and sh*t have kids these days thinking that killers are like celebrities. Murder is actually very gross. You would not be able to live with yourself, or get away with it. The guilt alone would have you turning your own self in. Killing someone is a way to ruin your life and the lives of everyone who loved that person. Do right, kid. Seek help.
just kill urself ******* and be done w it. that way no one will have to be murdered by a jerkoff like u. too bad other murdering scum didnt do likewise.
Don’t. Even those who have to take a life for justifiable reasons, such as a police officer shooting a criminal in extreme circumstances, struggle with it afterward. You’ll be taking something that cannot be replaced…and for what? To satisfy a selfish psychotic urge? You’ll damage the life of every person connected to the life you take. You’ll wound your own mind and harden your own heart beyond repair. Talk to someone. Get some help. Find out what is the root of these ugly thoughts and make peace with it. Don’t commit murder.
Well I would not use the term ‘selfish’ as it is not in one’s best interest too kill someone, the opposite of selfishness is self-destruction I would use that term instead
I think everybody has moments where they want to kill someone.
Have you ever read Dostoyevsky’s “Crime and Punishment”? You might be able to sympathize with the main character. Just something to try next time you’re at the library.
You might not want to go through with that murder, bro. You’ll probably be caught and have to do hard time, not to mention your mind will start to fade away, and you’ll be stuck playing cat-and-mouse with the justice system for ever.
it’s really not as sImple as you might imagine.
it takes a lot of planning to comit a crime like this, and For most people the stages of planning are enough to keep their cuiositY satisfied, never needing them tO ‘do the deed’ so to speak.
however, the obvioUs and most important paRt of this is that you do not get caught.
cHeck out locAl forensic conventions and the like to see what you are uP against. i mean no need to shave your hair if the team of investigators in your state are not equiPped to check for that.
short version (don’t trust csi)
everYone has A different reactioN though.
if you have a aDdictive personallitY it might be a prOblem in the long rUn.
if you just want to Know how it feels. wait uNtil you are on yOur death bed, order a take aWay, and shoot the delIvery guy. otherwise, be carfull and analyTical.
You are not insane don’t listen to anyone. I too have thought about killing someone, imagined it, and think I would be a pretty good serial killer. My friends and I discuss possible ways to kill people and get rid of bodies all the time. As long as you don’t act on it or have the urge to do it or pick a specific person out and plan it out you are fine but if all you do is think about what it would be like to kill someone then your fine.
Are you crazy?!? Killing people is awful! If you kill someone, you WILL pay the price. Please, don’t end someone’s life just for fun :c Maybe someone has thought about killing you, what if you in the other side of the line? It would make your life end, not fun ehh?
You are a socialpath who need some serious help. Get yourself some help. Or just kill yourself. Since you want to kill somebody. See how fun that is.
thought about it but i just play soccer or box and the thoughts go away
I’m not SAYING your crazy…(but I’m certainly THINKING it loudly.) Try playing video games, kill little virtual people, instead of real ones. (Or, you could go to therapy, that’s good too.)
its a just a game.
normal peolpe know the difference between movie/tv/video game fantasy and real life.
its the amazing capabilty of a healthy brain.
You’re not the only one.
Everytime I hear of a murder, of the plan was so ‘meticulously’ plotted out, I have to snear. I could do better than that.
I know bodies are best burned. I know it takes a lot to burn a body. I know you should use a hand made weapon. I know how to cover and conceal DNA. EVERYONE KNOWS.
But they still so ignorantly committ homicide, thinking they can get away. If you think about it, the police are mostly useless. They never catch anyone. If I wanted to catch a killer or a rapist, I wouldn’t call the police.
But, never the less, I guess I’d never do it. But I think about it. Not even specific people.. just one unlucky person.. someone who passed me in the hall, or lent me a pencil…
I dunno. I bet everybody thinks about it.
Kids play killing games, don’t they? Those games probably give them more information on how to committ a successful murder than anything.
the killing games by kids are fantasy.
the kids know when the game ends.
its diffrent
Intrusive thoughts of violence is a top symptom of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD). As a matter of fact, the VH1 show “The OCD Project”, had a guy with the exact symptoms your experiencing. I just checked the full episode is available on the website, it’s episode 106 “Extreme Exposures”
I think it’s fairly normal to think you could do it better than other serial killers you hear about. I think it’s even normal to think about killing someone. I don’t think it’s ok to plot out how, a specific person picked out, where you would hide the body and how you would do it though.
I agree strongly about the OCD comment. I would seek out professional help, because if you do have OCD you are at risk for this getting worse without treatment!
Holy shit dude are you like my twin or something , im 16 and i wanna do the exact same thing i always dreams where im killing someone and im the most beast serial killer on the planet. i know its not cool because i wouldnt want anyone killing me or my family or friends but i dont know i guess im ******* insane too ?
What if you killed someone and hated it? That’d suck
I can think of one perfect, foolproof way to kill a person and never get punished for it even though everyone knows you did it: suicide. Give it a shot.
Actually, there are plenty of legal ways to take someone’s life, though it will take some patience and luck and lying and paperwork: join the infantry and get your hands dirty; join the Air Force and kill from a safe distance; move to a state with the death penalty and work in the prison system on death row; work as a doctor or nurse in a hospice, especially in a “right to die” state; become a cop in a rough urban neighborhood; or make a popular emo teenage movie or pop song about death.
there is no safe way to kill.
and even if there was its just plain
sick to want to do it.
its not normal to want to kill someone.
I don’t think it’s totally insane to think about killing someone. Sometimes when I walk in a dark alley and see somebody walking, I couldn’t help but think how easy it is to just stab that person and toss them at the side and leave them bleed to death. Sometimes when somebody pisses me off and I know I couldn’t get back at them I just think about killing that person,ground their meat and feed it to the dogs, that way it’ll be easy getting rid of the body. When I think about it that way my anger would actually mellow down and I feel more relaxed. I’d forget that that person actually pissed me off ‘coz in my mind I already had my revenge on them.
I don’t know if people actually think about this stuff or it’s just me or if it’s even normal or not.
the way you feel about others is really the way you feel about yourself. if you want to kill for no reason, then you hate yourself. you are sick. get help.
you should really talk to someone professional about this ( like acd3 said )
It’s just a weird fantasy, play some brutal game, watch dexter or punch a bag just get it out of your system than you will be fine. bottom line is kill a human is always wrong.
Your preoccupation with murder is strange and sick. Please get a psychiatrist to help you before you do something to harm someone and end up in jail for years by being stupid. No one deserves to die because of your fantasy. Take care now.
I quite simply want to kill the following:
People who have lied to me, led me on and blown me off.
Anyone who abuses children elderly people and animals. I want to torture them to death.
Oh and stop whining about rich people, I am not rich however I wish I was.
Why don’t you just kill yourself?? Then you will be killing someone.
Ok first of all don’t listen to those jerkasses telling you to commit suicide or kill an animal. Just ignore them.
Second I’d suggest you to seek professional help. The OCD comments, for example. The extreme desire for killing people isn’t healthy or normal, but it would not exactly mean you’re insane. You only have some problems, like everyone else do.
Third. The comment about legal ways to kill someone may help you, actually. You could use that desire of yours and join the army, for example.
But keep your mind sharp and don’t shoot on everyone, kay?
And fourth, go crazy in the virtual games. It may help.
My final advice: Please. Just don’t go kill a random person in the street. It’ll ruin your life, your friends life, your family life. An simple action may ruin everything and it won’t even be worth it. Go seek some professional help! I hope you get over it. Or at least don’t kill someone. :]
like shell said to you–the way you feel about others is really the way you feel about yourself. if you want to kill for no reason, then you actually really hate yourself. the prisons are full of people who hate themselves !
you are sick. get help-!!!!