RSSI do dumb things and don’t know why
I’m writing this under “weird” maybe because that’s how I feel? But I also wonder, are the things I do and think, really weird in the end? Or do other people just lie about not having the same thoughts.
I spend lots of time alone, because of where I live mostly and with the cost of gas, I don’t drive into town unless it’s to work or something I have to do.
When I’m alone, my thoughts wander. I’m between boyfriends, had nothing but bad relationships in the past, jerks that want to own my every move. That’s not what I’m here to write about though. I want some feedback on normalcy…?
Ok, so one “weird” thing I end up doing, is when I swim in our pond. First, like taking my bottoms off to swim, don’t ask, it just feels good to be free like that annnd, if anyone comes up, I can pull them on and no one knows… you can’t really see through the water that well. I would go topless, but that’s too obvious if one of my perv brother’s friends came along. So, swimming naked is one part.
The other is when I get out and go to the house. I get in the shower and rinse off my suit and remove it while I wash… am I the only one who finds this feeling driving me crazy with sensations? IF, no one is home when I do this, I invite our dog in and I shampoo him also. My dog licks bubbles! Soooo, I have put bubbles where I want him to lick? Are you understanding me here? Something about a dog’s mouth between my legs makes me crazy in the very best way EVER!!!!
And now, when I know I’m going to be alone, as in, watching my Mom drive away… boys are at school, first thing I think of, is where’s the dog? Why is this? I mean, ok, it feels warm and wonderful, the texture of a dog’s tongue makes me “happen” in a very short amount of time. Am I alone in this? Am I totally weird? OH and lately, I’ve added honey.
Weird thing number three… when my brother’s friend is over, and I’m on the deck sunning let’s say, I pretend to forget that my top is undone when I sit up on my elbows to check the time or something… I like the idea that they want to look so bad! They go inside and look through the window, as if I don’t know that?! But I do know that, but they don’t think I know, so I give them a small show, but just enough, not completely… the edge of a nipple or something. Why does this make me feel good that someone wants to see my body? OR, I bend over to pull on my flip flops to let them see down my shirt, when I could just step into them… no bending necessary.
So, am I alone in this? Am I weird? I also sleep naked, can’t be restricted, or I just can’t sleep at all. I’m 22 and the kind of person, that if I think something might “feel” good, I’m apt to try it out. Oh, when I give a back rub, I make the guy lay on the floor and I straddle him.. I sit right on his ass. Is that weird? I can actually climax this way, if it’s a guy I like.. but then, I only massage guys I like, you know, when I reach their shoulders, I rock forward, then work my hands down, rocking back and I get a little rhythm going and wonder if they know what I’m really doing? If you’re a guy, would you figure it out? OMG, I hope not!
So, go ahead, let me have it, if I’m weird, I want to hear it… if I’m pretty normal? This is the place to fine out without ruining my life!
Stephanie on April 30th 2008 in Weird
julia said on 01 May 2008 at 1:30 am # Quote
you’re weird! but that’s not a bad thing, i mean, normal is boring! i do alot of these thing too. omg, soo many ppl are gonna be like ” omg your dog ewww disgusting” lol.
Someone! said on 01 May 2008 at 4:23 am # Quote
a bit weird. do you really do that thing to your dog??? keep something for yourself… a little privacy… you sound like you don’t care about yourself seen naked by a lot of people around…
julia said on 01 May 2008 at 6:45 am # Quote
uhh just so you don’t get it wrong; i do NOT do that to my dog, i meant some of the other things. lol
Ok said on 02 May 2008 at 2:03 am # Quote
You’re so not weird at all however, the dog thing is just gross. But, all the other things you claim to do are actually very normal and even a turn on. Especially the sun bathing where you purposely gave a sneak peak for the boys. I don’t know what it is about sun bathing but it makes women very turned on. Oh and the bending over with a skirt on is awesome. I use to do the same thing. As for the getting off while messaging a man, that’s just down right hot! Basically you are a big flirt that knows how to tease with a sex drive that is beyond control right now. If you have the body and looks to go with that personality, the men will totally be down for it. Just don’t let them take advantage of you like they have in the past. Oh yeah, and if you like the idea of something that may feel good, get a vibrator (water proof). They are the best damn things ever invented… Porno’s are also a great addition to the vibrator…… Climax Heaven Baby!
peoplearestrange said on 02 May 2008 at 6:20 am # Quote
I think we all do “WEIRD” things, the truth is none of us are normal, if there is such a thing. #1 The swimming naked part is not so bad although its sound like it might get you off sexually? Maybe it’s just that good feeling we sometimes get from doing something wrong or bad. Now #2 the dog thing is Very Strange, I mean I have heard about this before, but only like 60 year old lonely widows that live in rural areas, not of 22 year old women obviously attractive enough to wear a swimsuit and catch the eyes of young men, Why don’t you just get a boyfriend he could do those things to you, it sounds like you are sexually frustrated or deprived? have you been sexually abused? I don’t understand, why the dog that’s beastiality? If it’s a male dog you might find your self wanting other things from him when the honeys all gone and the urges still remain, Are you understanding me here? I’d be afraid of germs and diseases from the animal if I where you.Now #3 The peep show for your bro’s friends that sounds a little skanky but all us women like to be admired by the opposite sex in one way or another, so I’d say not so bad. Although once again it sounds as if it arouses you to do so. The other things like sleeping naked it is just your preference I like to sleep topless, so what! It might just feel wrong in your parents house like if your parents or siblings caught you sleeping naked they might be like WTF what were you doing and think you were weird but one day when you live w/ your spouse or alone you won’t think of it as weird at all.no big deal. The massage who do you massage? because whoever it is believe me they know what your doing, especially the Guys. It really just sounds to me like you need a boyfriend. Or a Good Toy, you know what I mean. Maybe just don’t spend so much time alone, if that’s possible, Hun. Just leave the Dog Alone.
reverser said on 05 May 2008 at 10:10 am # Quote
You all are stupid, why do everyone keeps on mentioning the dog. Is it such normal to you! well the best possible solution I would offer to you is find a guy who is willing to marry someone ASAP. So once you two are along, you would be busy in thinking about your goals. And once you get those tiny little cute angels, you would even forget the miserable condition you had been through. Finally, the solution does not lie in being admired by the opposite, people do it all the time to get what they want and once they are not able to, they even say bad things about you (although not in your presence). The solution is to get someone honest and marry ASAP, so he won’t think of anything else but YOU! This is how the guys are.. I’m a guy. This is how I am. Anybody has a problem ??!
Ok said on 06 May 2008 at 1:02 am # Quote
This is in regards to “reverser”. “to get someone honest and marry ASAP”? WTF??? Now that is stupid which in return makes you sound stupid. What you’re saying is; find a guy, get married asap (God forbid you get to know each other first), resulting in divorce before the honeymoon even ends with hopes that a child was never conceived while together. Now that sounds like the perfect solution. NOT! Besides, who the hell knows what kind of man he may turn out to be in 2 yrs after being married (if it last that long). After all that’s when all their true colors really start to shine.
Quetzalcoatl said on 06 May 2008 at 1:41 pm # Quote
Honestly, I don’t think the solution is getting married! Please! That’s just downright stupid: marriage is not a solution for anything. Marriage should be the result of true love and commitment and that is only accomplished through time, not “ASAP”. Reserver should grow up ASAP.
Someone! said on 09 May 2008 at 6:11 am # Quote
to Quetzalcoatl:
Amen to you! Marriage isn’t about finding the person and marry ASAP!!! thats down right stupid! next thing you knew, you end up with divorce and marry the next! its an endless cycle!
the dog, on the other hand, is disgusting. a dog’s saliva on your private area??? EWWWW!
Someone! said on 09 May 2008 at 6:12 am # Quote
to reverser:
we keep on mentioning about the dog because it’s disgusting.
S.C. said on 12 May 2008 at 10:11 am # Quote
The dog thing is weird. i think thats considered bestiality…heres the Def.
bestiality- n. copulation by a human with an animal, which is a crime in all states as a “crime against nature.”
Jay said on 13 May 2008 at 1:39 pm # Quote
Yeah, i am another one of those wierd ones too I guess. All of what you said sounds hot to me… All of it. but then again, I know I have some “problems”
But I really don’t care anymore, No one around me knows, and I keep it that way. they dont need to know. So, in closure, good on you for finding things that get you going and that you enjoy. I just wouldn’t recomend doing it in the city where some animal rights activist might see through a window or some such. :)
Keep having fun!
someone said on 29 May 2008 at 3:05 pm # Quote
bestiality is not forbidden where i live, it’s weird! i mean, why would they allow this?