When you met him 4 months ago you changed. When I found out 3 months ago you ended it and I got to hear that you don’t love me or even like me and that I was a terrible husband and father.
Now things seem to be improving with my efforts.
After 18 years I cry everyday waiting to hear the words I love you. As promised I will stop saying it.
you should leave.
Or she should.
no point in misery.
get to an infidelity forum now – your doing it wrong and you need help from people who’ve been there. Your wife is making you feel bad so she doesn’t have to own up to what she did, and if she doesn’t… It will happen again.