When we were not serious
I feel worried now that we are married. Like I could do something to him like that again. Even after all this time has past I still know I broke his heart. It is part of why I can never deny him almost anything now. He deserves some thing so good and loyal. So that is exactly what I am trying to be.
God forgive me if I ever hurt him again.
Anonymous on September 22nd 2007 in Spouse
Cinderella said on 12 Nov 2007 at 8:04 pm # Quote
I know how you feel. Guilt on my part is the BEST thing that ever happened to our marriage. I serve him like he is a KING, I do ANYTHING he asks. I am even considering letting him have a girlfriend. I am his wife, how fucked up is that?
juubn said on 10 Feb 2008 at 12:54 pm # Quote
well that sounds but nice, being a man that is
stop whining said on 01 May 2008 at 5:43 am # Quote
it sounds like you want to be with him to redeem yourself? how can something like that be healthy? do you plan on keeping givng yourself in until you get tired and blame him? that is not Love..that is guilt,and if you don’t really love him,you better hurt him,hurt him now so he can get on the road to find somebody who loves him the way you think he deserves,if you ever loved him thats what you should do.