Waisted My Time
Posted by BALTIKA9 in Spouse on Jan 26th, 2010 | 7 commentsI HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 7 YEARS AND WE ARE YET TO HAVE CHILDREN OF OUR OWN.MY WIFE REFUSES TO CONCEIVE BECAUSE SHE DOES NOT WANT CHILDREN OF HER OWN.HER MOTHER TOLD ME SHE DOES NOT WANT KIDS OF HER OWN,CONFIRMING WHAT I HAVE BEEN SUSPECTING SINCE 5 YEARS.THAT IF I TRY AND ITS NOT WORKING OUT,I SHOULD FIND MYSELF ANOTHER WOMAN.
SHE VIRTUALLY LIVES IN THE KITCHEN.SMOKES AND DRINKS HEAVILY THERE.I DO NOT SMOKE BUT OCCASIONALLY DRINK.
WHEN THERE IS MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN US,SHE REFUSES TO TALK TO ME FOR MONTHS.THE LAST TIME BEING 4 MONTHS CONSECUTIVELY.ACCUMULATIVELY IN A YEAR WE TALK LESS THAN 5 MONTHS.THE LAST QUARREL,SHE THREATENED TO SHUT HER MOUTH WHICH SHE HAS DONE.WHEN TALKING WILL RESUME I DO NOT KNOW.SHE TREATS HER MOTHER LIKE THAT TOO.HER FATHER IS LATE.
SHE REFUSES ME SEX BUT MASTUBATES.THE LAST TIME I CAUGHT HER,I WAS LIVID.WHY?BECAUSE SHE REFUSES ME BUT MASTUBATES.I ASKED HER WHY SHE MASTUBATES?HER ANSWER CAME IN FORM OF QUESTION:”WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I TOUCHED HER”?WHEN SHE REFUSED ME 3 DAYS BEFORE!HER REASON FOR REFUSING ME IS ALWAYS BEING TIRED OR I DID NOT ASK WELL ENOUGH.WILL I GO ON MY KNEES TO ASK MY WIFE FOR SEX?
HAVE AND STILL SET TRAP FOR HER IN CASE SHE SLEEPS WITH OTHER MEN,NO,SHE DOES NOT.SHE IS SO RECLUSIVE,MORE THAN THE PRESIDENT OF NORTH KOREA BUT STILL EXPECTS ME TO GUESS WHAT SHE IS THINKING.
I LOVE KIDS SO MUCH AND WANT TO HAVE MY OWN.AM SO SO DESPERATE TO BE A FATHER THAT I WILL NOT MIND FROM OUTSIDE WEDLOCK.UNDERSTANDABLE SOME MIGHT NOT WANT KIDS DUE TO CAREER,FEAR OR SOME OTHER REASON BUT NOT WANTING AT ALL TO ME IS STRANGE.WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT IT,HER REASON WAS WHY SHOULD ONE BRING INTO THE WORLD A CHILD THAT WILL ONE DAY DIE LIKE EVERYOTHER LIVING THING?AM YET TO UNDERSTAND!
HAVE MADE UP MY MIND TO WALK AWAY FROM HER AT THE END OF THE YEAR.
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I would leave, she has gone too far. It sounds like she wants out of the relationship but is too much of wimp to leave you so she is trying to get you to leave her. Why doesnt she want children? If she is afraid of ruining her figure, she is too selfish to have children anyway. If she truly loved you and cared about you she would not mess with your emotions like this. It is sick and it is wrong, I am sure you can find someone who will treat you the way you deserve to be.
Good Luck,
Michelle
P.s. Lay off the caps lock; it makes it to hard to read
Thanks Michelle.
Your advice has been noted.She’much more complex than I wrote.Will walk away at the end of the year as I wrote.
One more time,your advice is appreciated.
Good luck to you too.
Baltika9
Yeah you should leave her as soon as possible you are better than to stay in a bad relationship and maybe she will find someone better for her too. like perhaps an icky weird smoker person like herself
Whats wrong with today? Get as far away from this train wreak as you can!!!!!
she sounds like a much smarter person then you are, having babies is for unconcious animals!!!
Shut up! Just because you don’t want kids (I don’t either, btw) doesn’t mean everyone else is stupid for wanting them! Gosh, close-minded much?
Hey, Baltika9, are you also CeeJay? Just curious…
That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard, besides, if humans didn’t have kids, we would all die off. Idiot.