UNSURE WIFE

Been married 4 years many ups and downs, husand very supportive but has his issues, like watching porn, drinks, spends money. Most of our relationship has been apart due to his career, so causes stress. After first child starting talking to an ex on internet and phone, caught him. decided I took a vow so we are working through it. I’m so afraid that one day I will find somthing much worse than that, and don’t know if I can ever get over it. Now I am very need and I can see its causing stress, cause I question things and don’t feel he pays enough attention to me and him romantically. The sex is unbelievble and we connect amazingly that way, but seem to disagree everywhere else in life. I love him so much and could imagine life without him, but hate how I feel sccared,