RSSthrough it all
after everything we’ve been through i still love you, miss you, and want you back in my arms.
you’ve cheated on me so many times i’ve lost count. you’ve verbally, emotionally, and even physically abused me and i forgave you for it all.
you ignored me, blew me off, and even put drugs before me, but i waited to be in your arms again.
you gave me HPV because of all the cheating and i just dealt with it.
we got pregnant because you wanted to, remember?, and even when you forced me to get the abortion, i couldn’t be mad at you.
however, when you replaced me with another girl two days after the abortion…you brought me to the end of my rope…
and even after i stood up for myself the other day, and let all my bottled up anger and hurt out, i actually regreted hurting you in the slightest way.
i was more sorry than i’ve ever been.
i went to jail because of this man.
i drove my car into his car because i couldn’t take everything he was doing to me anymore.
after i did it, he punched me 4 times in the head, spit in my face, and pulled a knife on me.
….and i was worried about him the entire time i was tortured in jail.
i am charged with malicious damage of property, and he is charged with battery and aggravated assault.
and i was worried about him…
over two years time he did more to me than any person should EVER do to another, and i can’t believe i still would give anything to hold him close and kiss him.
now my fate lies in the hands of the judge and i have no idea what will happen at my court date.
i’ve never felt more alone, depressed, and the desire to curl up and die the way i do now.
TLC on May 4th 2008 in Spouse
Princess Starbucks said on 06 May 2008 at 1:26 am # Quote
OMG! That is far too much bullshit to have gone thru for a three legged man and to still want him? I don’t get it…. Why on earth would you want to continue a relationship with a man like that?
You need to focus on getting thru your court day, and then start working on you. Start rebuilding all the confidence and moral back up that your Ex has crushed. “No man is worth all that, please”!
Quetzalcoatl said on 06 May 2008 at 1:31 pm # Quote
Please! Come on! That can never be considered love. And much less love for yourself! Get over that “human”, start a new life, learn to love yourself first, and then find a person who really loves you. Listen to ‘yourself’, to your inner self. She won’t lie to you. Just listen to her and love yourself, for God’s sake!!!
OldSmurf said on 08 May 2008 at 4:50 pm # Quote
Why would you do this to yourself? Women that find worth in their men need to never have a man in their lives. It wasn’t how he made you feel. It was how you felt around him. While you are inside get some help. Find a back bone and never ever see him again. If you do he most likly will kill you at some point.
Sherly said on 09 May 2008 at 2:45 am # Quote
Gosh!I really feel sorry for you.And I hope this never happen o anyone else.But,you should try to start a new life;for your own sake;for the sake of every woman.PLEASE,I BEG,DON”T GIVE UP.
Javin said on 28 Sep 2008 at 3:37 pm # Quote
Please, please, please PLEASE never have children. People like you shouldn’t even be allowed near them due to the risk of the insane amount of stupid you have crammed inside of you might leak out and infect them. Anyone who could possibly even RESPECT someone like him, much less “love” him is an utter moron. Pull your head out of your dumb ***.