I love someone else

I agreed to try and make this work because I felt guilty you’d had an accident. That you loved me so much and i wouldn’t give you another chance. I wanted to get our family back together. I wanted to believe you could be a man of your word after 9 years.

And soon enough, you started braking promises, lying, being mistrusting and distrustful. Manipulative, cruel, threatening.

Why am I HERE?! Because you cry and beg and so I give in. You say you don’t wanna force me to stay, but then you put me through the guilty ringer to get me to stay anyway.

11 days ago I was contacted by the one that got away. There’s never been a day in 10 years that I wasn’t in love with this man. Turns out he lives in our town!! I was single almost all of last year while we were seperated, dating and talking to losers, when the WHOLE TIME, HE was here and we didn’t know it!

We saw each other Friday. It was like time had never passed.

And then I walked away from that. And he and I both cried. And I promised myself I would give you an honest chance to prove everything you want to prove.

I walked away from the one I’m pretty sure I should be with FOR YOU!!!!

Don’t ******* let me down you asshole.