I hate him so much. I love him in the same sense. He’s always thinking everything he says goes. No matter what. I’ve had so many friends and now I can’t see them because he gets jealous. I can’t stand that. He can go to his friends or do whatever he wants, but I can’t I’m almost ready to call it quits with him. I want my own life again. I really have been thinking of leaving. I’m tired of crying every damn day like right now.