Why did I do this to myself? I hate my husband! He has cheated twice on me and I can’t leave. I am a stay at home mom of two kids and I don’t have any work experience. He works nights and weekends and I stay with the kids 24/7. We don’t have any family that live in the same state so I never get a break. I HATE MY LIFE. I gained 30lbs since my husband started being unfaithful. I try to make myself feel better by eating and it is only making feel worse. Is there anyway out of this hell? Don’t worry, I don’t plan on killing myself. I just wish I had options.