the worst i have ever felt.
Posted by guilty in Sex on Aug 4th, 2010 | 5 commentsI had sex with a married man almost 10 years my senior, who is also the father of four. I knew all of this when I did it. He told me that I made him feel alive for the first time in years. He made me feel dirty. This is something I never thought I was capable of and it is eating away at me every moment since it happened.
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Your innocence is your own, as are your experiences. You should learn, not regret, and certainly not imitate-That could make you a harlot pretty quickly.
Just remember-He was a player, whoever he was. It might sound mean of me to say it, but it’s the truth-He wanted sex from you and he got it. Don’t let him control you any further.
Is it eating away at you because you regret it or because you are ashamed you liked feeling dirty? There’s a fine line between that which we fear and that we desire…..
its been 10 years!!! let go of it now, stop hurting yourself… and dont do it again if you cant handel it
I am not sure how old you were when this happened but regardless of your age you need to forgive yourself. This isn’t the first mistake in your life nor will it be the last. It might be the most significant but it was still an error in judgement. So again, forgive yourself, pledge to learn from the experience to fortify yourself against it happening again and do well with your life.
“This is something I never thought I was capable of and it is eating away at me every moment since it happened.”
When did you decide it was somthing you were capable of. ??????
Dah, this is the kind of thing you are supposed to be thinking about before you do it. Like thinking about going 100 miles per hour thru a school zone.
Talk to God and don’t do it again.