I Used to think rape was cool…
Posted by Anonymous in Sex on Mar 7th, 2010 | 7 commentsI was molested when I was 12. Then I always envisioned rape as the best type of sex since your in control. I have prayed alot over the last 4 years for forgiveness and am now just coming to terms with how bad that was. I am so glad I dont think rape is okay anymore.
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You poor thing. Keep praying, and maybe find someone you trust to talk to about the abuse. Don’t be too hard on yourself for having messed-up thoughts, that’s pretty normal. Hang in there.
Please don’t feel bad for thinking that way. That sounds perfectly reasonable considering the situation. Of course you would want to be in control after something like that has happened to you.
Please seek professional help, because you deserve it, and don’t beat yourself up for having felt that way. Assuming that you never actually raped anyone, you didn’t do anything wrong.
are you a boy or a girl?
Having a sexual attraction to situations where you are in control, namely rape is very normal, it is the fifth (I think I heard this a few years ago) most common fetish. You have nothing to feel ashamed for unless you actually commit the act of rape, try joining a group or finding a person with similar preferences if you continue to get these urges. What happened to you when you were twelve is awful try finding the person and smashing their car up, takes out anger without actually hurting anyone.
Best of luck to you.
you must be a guy to think it is remotely cool….typical
I was also raped as a child and even now I have rape fantasies because I want to be the one in control….
We want to get revenge because of what was done to us. We were horribly wronged. We think these horrible things because it’s therapeutic for us. However, you should probably seek therapy to help you deal with your past.
I’d never rape someone because I know how bad it feels. I hope you’d never do it in real life also.
Good luck to you, peace.
fantasizing about rape is kinda normal i think. their is a lot of people out there who watch that kind of pornographic movies and enjoy it. i dont know why. but it is what it is. this is probobly TMI but my husband went through a phase were he would like us to role play he “raping” me. its kinda sick i know it and im sorry for what happened to you. that is difenetly not a fantasy. dont feel ashamed for ur thoughts its not ur fault!
good luck!