Dear Mother

Dear Mother,

The last time i went to Cancun (when i was 14), i was literally drunk the entire week. one night i snuck out, found a random guy who was 20 and made out on the beach with him. He fingered me and I gave him head. I don’t remember his name. Another night, i snuck out, found a guy that was 19, went down to the beach, made out, got fingered, gave him head and then had sex with him. His name was Ray. One time at R’s house, i snuck out and gave head to the chorus teacher’s son. When i get bored, i go on groups on facebook, wait for some guy to hit on me, and then is send them naked pictures of myself. I also sent pictures to our neighbor’s bf because he asked me. We talk dirty online all the time. One time this summer, i hot boxed with A and T. I smoke cigarettes to take the edge off, sometimes.

p.s. if you ever hear me talking about “playing chess”, i really mean “getting drunk”. “playing monopoly” is smoking weed.

Love,
Your 16 year old Daughter.

16 Responses to “ “Dear Mother”

  1. Tony says:

    my my my aren’t you your parents pride and joy!!!

    I gather you don’t care that you are sinking deeper and deeper into mediocracy and a pointless life.

    But HEY! you are getting over on them. Young lady you need to get some morality and structure into your life.

    Find a church and dedicate your life to the word. Your heart will open up and all that evil will leave you.

    Please do that before you die internally and you will only the empty vessel you call a body is the only thing that exist in this world.

    Souless and stupid is no way to exist.

  2. Your Mother says:

    umm you are a bad little girl and i know what your true colors are now. Well thats okay because your going to catch an STD, and you deserve it. And as far as i am concerned you can go live one or you relatives. Don’t come back to my house

  3. ginny says:

    tony’s response was pretty harsh! you are not evil. sounds like you’re just lost and desperately need attention but are going about it in a way that is actually harmful to yourself. drugs and alcohol numb the pain. I started doing those when i was 13 and I assure you, it does NOT get better! You just end up having to use harder drugs in order to get that same good effect that you like. I used to pride myself on how much I got away with. At 22 I was trying to kill myself and accidentally OD’ing. That’s not a path you want to go down. Unfortunately, probably you will have to learn the hard way. Just know that therapy and help is out there and be good to yourself… you deserve respect and no one will give it to you if you don’t give it to yourself. good luck sweetie!

  4. emilie says:

    hahaha
    genius
    in my opinion that is the perfect way to live
    its called YOUTH
    it’s all about experiencing life and doing stupid things and testing your limits
    she’s not evil
    she’s a teenager
    :)

  5. Open says:

    Yea a teenager that will be getting an STD if she doesnt stop giving strangers head. Find a boy who likes to experiment sexually as well, and try these things with him and only him. Use condoms,get birth controll. i know i sould like an old lady but when you hit your 20′s you will regret what you did even if you dont end up with an STD or a baby, you will regret treating yourself as if you are worth less then the men you blow. You are worth more. You are a teenager and testing limits is great, but not when you can put yourself in danger which is what you are doing. Be careful.

  6. Not Important says:

    Well, you’re not evil. Just a loser with low self esteem that guys **** and them laugh about. Surely you’ll have a sex tape on the internet for all to see in due time. And a lot of regret when you’re old and dried up and no one wants you anymore.

  7. ME says:

    When I was 16 I was also promiscuous and acted out with sex and substances. So I understand you. I came to understand after I grew up that I was a depressed and very powerless young woman and I had no one to go to who I could trust. I acted out because I didn’t have the tools to figure things out on my own. It is a frightening prospect to grow up isolated in your own world, doing dangerous things that you don’t understand, yourself. I hope you will seek out a counselor or elder with whom you can speak your deepest feelings to help you. If you do this, you can learn how to behave differently and build a good life for yourself.

  8. jerry says:

    someone belongs on jerry springer
    good going kid way to show yourself tons of self respect hope your kids turn out the same

  9. your stupid says:

    wow..”playing chess” and “playing monopoly”.. how discrete and original..don’t be dumb. you know you are better than that but for some reason are treating yourself like the the neighborhood peace pipe.. change your ways before you get into trouble

  10. Tiger says:

    your just having fun but ur being a little sulutty,

    one day u will do that and one guy will take all your money and use even when u dont want it u will kind of regret it when u grow up

    that u were easy to get have some class get a nice guy u like u ******* whore

  11. Wow says:

    You are dying for attention and spiteful ness. You arent cool for doing those things, and someday you will truly regret this.

  12. Anonymous says:

    you are me thirty something years ago. i’m sorry.

    if you manage to live, and trust me, a few times you’ll come close to dying, you’ll have some good years between 22 and 48. not great ones though. and they’ll be some really awful ones too.

    then you’ll get bored again, and lonely and begin ******* anything that moves. all the while praying that your husband, your kids, your friends, and the neighbors don’t notice. because the fireworks would be so ******* bad you know it would be easier to kill yourself if they do find out.

  13. Meghan says:

    Man people like you make me glad I don’t have kids. Hope your children are as bad as you, then you’ll be sorry!

  14. ana says:

    the girl’s a teenager. she’s young. you’re supposed to have fun and live life when you’re young. you’re supposed to experiment if you want to. i experimented a lot with both girls and guys when i was younger. it’s just making out, it’s just sex. it’s supposed to be fun. yeah, sure, if you don’t protect yourself you may end up catching an std but hell, what’s done is done. next time, protect yourself.

    and don’t send naked pictures of yourself to anyone, that shit will haunt you for the rest of your life.

  15. WOW! says:

    Oh honey, please talk to your parents! Acting out is not a good way to get attention! Please talk to someone anyone! You dont want to be pregnant at a young age! Trust me on that one I had my first kid at 18. Its hard! As far as the whole drinking and weed thing its not right but everyother teenager does it! But being that sexually active will lead you no where! Please get some help!

  16. Anonymous says:

    This world is full of hypocritical peaple. Almost everyone of you who are critisizing this girl probably done worst things than she did. When your young, you do know right from wrong but you don’t want to do right. Thats why so many men are locked up now. Because these young girls are manipulative little beauties. They know they can’t be resisted by an older guy. They love the thrill of watching him scurm. I hate it when they call it rape when the girls came back for seconds and even thirds. You say he was grown he should have known better. Well he did but men are suckers for a beautiful women, even if when they are young. They will continue to go to jail until society realizes this will never stop. It has been happening since the beginning of time. It’s called sin. I recall when I was just a young girl about 14 all I wanted was to have sex with my older brothers friend. I new it was wrong but I wanted him to just have me. So I went after him and sure enough I got what I wanted and I loved it. We did for about a year and parents nor my brother had a clue. I wasn’t a little whore. I didn’t do alot of boys just wanted him. It didn’t seem to tare my whole life up. Now I am married and happy.

    There is a big difference when some pervert abducts a child under 13 and rapes and kill her than a little flirty 15 year old with breast bigger than her moms and beauty to die for suduces some sad sucker thats too weak to say no. But they will say it wasn’t her fault, she had nothing to do with it. He raped her. Wow. What kind of society do we live in when we won’t face the truth that most of these teens are going to do it anyway. We can’t stop them. Most will never tell. I didn’t. Good luck and watch the news for more rape victims “not”.

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