Late Night Thoughts

Posted by in Revenge on Jul 3rd, 2010 | 3 comments

I can’t sleep at night because I think about my ex boyfriend obsessively. I don’t want to be with him, I just fantasize about him wanting me back. I want to show him what he’s missing and regret every trespass. I want him to yearn for me-so I can turn him down.

3 Responses to “ “Late Night Thoughts”

  1. nicedoesnotequalweak says:
    July 3, 2010 at 5:37 pm

    You want to feel vindicated. I wanted to feel vindicated too when I split with my boyfriend. I also felt obsessed over it. Its only so frustrating when you KNOW that you did the best you could to hold your relationship together, yet he didn’t put in the same effort. I would daydream the most outlandish stuff. The worst one was where I’d imagine pulling up to a red light, and there on the median he would be asking for spare change…and depending on my mood the scenario changes, sometimes I throw a crumpled up dollar at him, or yell how he had it comin’, sometimes I take him to get something to eat…
    But feeling that need to be vindicated can really eat you up (which it obviously is since you’re staying up at night) But it really is a time thing. I just don’t believe that you can always will yourself into not feeling a certain way. Sometimes you just have to ride it out. And I think that what you’re feeling now you will have to ride out. That feeling is gonna get less and less as the days roll by. What I told myself was this: “eventually, I’m not gonna feel this way…it doesn’t seem like it right now, but eventually…I’m just not gonna feel as sh@tty as I do right now…I just gotta ride it out” As corny as it sounds, you’ll feel toughened up. I wish I had something more magical and profound to say about it, but I’ve been where you are and I just thought I’d share what got me through. I wish you all the best.

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  2. Leslie says:
    July 4, 2010 at 1:16 am

    Get a girl friend to come over and color your hair. Once the hair color has been safely applied, feel free to drink as much wine as you can!

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  3. Jesmine says:
    July 7, 2010 at 1:06 pm

    I do that every night too. I dont want him back. I just want him to know what hes missing.

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