Im going to hell, that is for sure.
Posted by Beck in NE in Revenge on Jul 29th, 2009 | 19 commentsIts true, I will be going to hell when I die. My real life is unknown by all but one person. I hide the real me to everyone, even my family. I’m divorced (with children), have been dating a married man for almost 2 years (with NO plans on stopping)and he isn’t the first married man I have been with either. I also have a guy in my life that I am pretty much using for his money, and he has NO clue. I used to like him but he just irritates the hell outta me now and he did some things to me that weren’t right. So, now I feel like making him pay for it. Do I feel bad? Not in the least bit. He’s stupid enough to let me do it so I will keep on as I am with him till I have what I want and then kick him to the curb. He won’t know what hit him. I am also guilty of wanting to kill someone from my past who hurt me real bad. I even know where I would put the body. I sometimes daydream about putting a gun to his head and watching him squirm and the sweat run down his head as I laugh in his face. Then pull the trigger and watch his lifeless body fall to the ground. I also sometimes secretly wish or would like to get back with my ex husband, and have my family back. Shhhhh don’t tell. So yep, I’M GOING TO HELL FOR SURE !!!!!!
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I HAVE GONE THRU AND THOUGHT CLOSE TO THE SAME THING AS WHAT YOU PUT ON YOUR CONFESSION! IT IS EASY TO BECOME THAT WAY ESPESHALLY WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN A PART OF SUCH ABUSE AS I! UNFORTUNATLY I ENDED UP IN JAIL FOR MY ACTIONS AND AM VERY SORRY FOR GETTING CAUGHT! YOU GO GIRL AND JUST DO WHATEVER THE HECK YOU REALLY WANT IN YOUR HEART EVEN IF IT IS BLACK AS MINE! YOU DESERVE TO HAVE WHAT YOU WANT WEATHER OR NOT IT SCREWS SOME BODY AROUND OR NOT OR SO! WE ARE LIVING A HELL ON EARTH SO IT SHIRLY WONT BE SO BAD! GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND KEEP ON DOING WHAT YOU MUST DO!
going to hell for sure. Well, good news, you don’t have to go. SOME-BODY loves you and took your place. Yeshua[JESUS] TOOK YOUR PLACE AND MINE. the only require ment is that you accept the gift, that he gave you. Oh you may want to change you action, not because you have to change, but because you want to show your love for HIM. That will cause you to change. good luck. w
considering i feel exactly as you do…..my only words are men as a whole…suck!
Well, at least you know you are going to hell for being such a horrible person. Just keep in mind that what goes around comes around. so even if there is no such thing as “hell”, you will surely pay your dues in this lifetime. enjoy
Been there done that a few times, minus the wanting to kill someone…. You only live once..
Well…if you think you are bound for hell, I would say you will won’t be alone. Those men will be there also and 2-3 of your girlfriend will wave hello to you also.
Look!! Lighten up. If it bothers you that much STOP IT!! Get your life straight and strive to be a good person for the rest of your life.
Be good and take care
Bubear
I would advise you to get your life straight. It must tell you something, if you are ashamed of your own lifestyle. You only live once and it would be sad to look back and think ‘damn, I was evil’; so please do it right because you only have one chance. Would you be proud of a mother or a daughter like yourself? I am not judging, but again, you sought for opinions.
You don’t have to “claim” hell. We all have done things we wouldn’t want the world to know. When you understand that you’ve been placing your “happiness” in things from this world and that you will always be disappointed because nothing on this earth is eternal. Remember, that God made you and knows your every thought. He doesn’t want sadness or death for you. It’s quite the opposite. He loves you and is waiting for you to accept Him into your life. I hope the best for you. Step from the darkness and into the light…it will change your life and your world view.
Don’t worry. You won’t go to hell for all that.
And don’t worry, everything will be alright. Just relax, nothing in life is out there to get you. You’ll do just fine.
Just don’t try to put yourself in a situation that takes things too out of control for you to handle.
You REAP WHAT YOU SOW….If you were hurt in the past, oh well..who wasn’t, everyone you meet has a worse story to tell, and yours is no better (or worse) than any other. You know that you are wrong, but don’t care. As long as you have this hate in your heart, you will always have this negative energy, all the better since you seem to relish in it. Do you not want to be happy? Get over yourself, do something for people who need help!!
Best place to hide a body … two words … pig farm.
Works every time.
Lots of rage in that body. Just keep in mind a couple of things. (1)Going to “Hell” may or may not be true for you. I can’t speak FOR God, only about him. (2)…That guy you want to whack, Don’t. No matter how much it might feel “good” as you say, once you do something like that it won’t feel good at all. Right now you’re imagining what happened years ago. If you do that non-sense. The real horror’s will be waiting for you in jail for real. Then what? and mostly for what? – Him? Fogetaboutit..Deal with it if you must but making your life worse is not a satifying as you think. Imagine with all the things that piss you off now how you’ll feel being told when to get up, go to sleep, when you can talk, what you will eat…etc..etc..etc….Yeah I’m sure what “HAPPENED” (As in the past) did suck, but you can walk away from that as soon as you think of something else…Going to prison for life and taking a life…Well, DO what you want lady but, just not that.
I behaved like you while I was married with children … and then one day Kharma came and kicked me in the butt, for all of 2009 I was in a living hell, abusive, philandering husband, sick children, mental illness, arrests, violence, prison stints, suicide attempts, self harm .. give it up, Kharma will get you, I didn’t believe in Kharma and now look where I am!
You’re safe, hell is a hoax ;)
What do you mean by that? Heaven and hell are both real. We have to go somewhere when we die.
It’s not hell thats a worry as it is a man made creation, it’s Kharma that’s a bitch, I speak from experience.
Dating a married man, tsk, tsk. Yep, your going to hell.
I feel the same way, I’m going go kill my ex, in trying to stop myself but I just idk and I think I’m ill, idk if ur kidding but in dead serious, I see myself putting a gun to his head and saying pow!! and blowing him to bits
I feel the same way, I’m going go kill my ex, in trying to stop myself but I just idk and I think I’m ill, idk if ur kidding but in dead serious, I see myself putting a gun to his head and saying pow!! and blowing him to bits