If you only knew

Ive been with you for 2 1/2 years. At first it was wonderful, as it usually is, and then you suspected me of cheating on you, when I wasnt. You made me suffer for a year while I tried to convince you that I would never do that to you. Well guess what, I cheated on you recently, with a guy that I have had the biggest crush on while you were treating me like shit. This goes for all those times that you made me cry, for all those times that you would give me the cold shoulder when all I wanted was for you to believe me, and for all the times that you would compare me to your ex girlfriends. And you know what the saddest part of it is, I would do it again and again especially when you have those days that you feel like being an asshole. I only look at you, smile and say to myself “no wonder I cheat on you” because you deserve it. If you only knew…what goes on when you go to work overnight.

To all those men that have no concrete proof when they suspect their woman is cheating…becareful the way you treat her, whats the point of being faithful when you dont believe her.

7 Responses to “ “If you only knew”

  1. Anonymous says:

    That’s really great how you can justify that to yourself. It’s clear that the guy has trust issues and you are clearly the bigger person by cheating on him. I hope you are this satisfied with yourself when he finally finds out.

  2. The man says:

    He must have known you would have done it sooner or later. I guess he was correct. You showed him.

  3. shad says:

    too true.

    although, it goes the other way. my ex wife pushed me away constantly, and treated me likejust a roommate for the longest time. she even accused me of cheating with my best friend (who was female), though i didn’t. when she left me for some guy she met over the internet she had been sexting for a while, i called up my friend, crossed my fingers and asked her out.

    its been a year, and i’m still in a wonderfully refreshing, caring relationship with the friend, while my ex is always asking for help paying her bills, her new friend is an unemployed drunk who takes her check and beats her. guess she shouldnt have left.

  4. shaddus says:

    i would have done the same and dont blame you. well done, dont let these obvious trolls ride your ass.

  5. jo says:

    Good on you, he deserves everything he gets. Hope you dont regret it and can get over it and dump this jealous guys ass.

  6. ishita says:

    had he not treated u like dt,u wudnt hav cheated on him i am sure.but i think u shud breakup with him.its pointles living with him.u ppl dont hav a relation nemr.

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