why wasn’t I enough

I loved you so much gave you two kids and six years of my life, for you to continuously cheat on me, when everyone told me I still gave you another chance and not just for the kids sake but bc I had never felt so much love for another man.its been four years since we parted ways and I’ve been busy raising our kids with someone else I met,but almost everyday I catch myself thinking of you and what your doing and if your OK, and I know you don’t deserve me anymore but I still love you, bc i never stopped and what I felt was real, so why wasn’t I enough for you.

3 thoughts on “why wasn’t I enough

  1. Just curious did you take the time to grieve and process his behavior? It is tough to do, but it is possible. Further, there is no time within which it should or must occur. Lastly, real love never dies. So you will always have a special place in your heart for him.

    It is challenging to get over the deception and betrayal caused by infidelity. But you can figure it out. There are a few decent posts on the herostyle.org website related to this subject that you might find helpful.

  2. It sounds to me like you never wanted to leave him but he has never had respect for you. do you really love this other man your with now. You sound a bit confused you need to let the first one go.

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