I’m currently in a relationship and he always yell at me. No matter what I do it’s like I never do anything right. He has gotten so upset with me that he has pushed me and constantly yells at me. He always thinks I’m lying yet I am telling the truth. I now find myself wishing and fantasizing bad things happening to him so he can feel the pain I feel when he treats me the way he does. It’s like when things don’t make sense to him he thinks the worse of me.