My little brother
Posted by Anonymous in Regret on Jun 15th, 2010 | 8 commentsIf you are readin this, I am 15 years old and have ingaged in a (few) oral acts with my 4 year old brother. I deeply regret this discission and accept the full consequences that come with it and hope not to be discrimnated but helped and spoken to. I was brutally beat as a child and raised around many drugs and alchohol, and have almost committed suiceide twice. My mother was molested and im not sure if my issues have anything to do with this, i have not had anything for my brother except love now and treat him with more respect for his age. i was beat with many objects, so was my mother, locked outside at odd hours of the night and cant continplate the things that happened. so please respond if anyone has advice, i dont know who to speak to and my mother has been molested to so if i told her i would fell like i have been disowned but would accept it in full terms. thank you and im sorry and can never forgive myself for what i have done.
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Hello there! Don’t be so tough on yourself. What you did was wrong of course!!! However, the fact that you are realizing it before it has gone further is the best thing you could’ve done. If you can’t talk to your mother, try to go to a local church. There is no judgement in church because God loves you and wants to protect you. I don’t recommen d you tell anyone at shcool like a counselor because they will just make a bigger deal out of this then what you need. Also, tell your brother that was you did was wrong and that you didn’t mean to hurt him. You need to talk to him to make sure he doesn’t do this to someone else later on life.
Another place to call is 1-800-784-2433. It is a hope line where you can anonymously talk to someone about anything or visit there site too: http://www.hopeline.com/
Just know that you are not a bad person, you just need some direction and guidance from an adult that has there head together. I wish you well and the bets of luck!
it’s an unfortunate situation. and to an extent it probably doesn’t help that your mom has been molested and you have been abused- who abused you? was it your mother? these are some pretty huge problems. it’s good that you’re admitting to it. i think your family really needs professional help. without professional help, usually the cycle will continue, meaning that your brother at some point will also engage in sex acts with another child and the problem will just keep growing.
your brother is going to need to process (in a child’s way) what happened to him and you need to process it in your own way (plus you are going to have some issues from this physical abuse that you need to address) and if this physical abuse has been perpetrated by your mother, she needs to be held accountable for it so she doesn’t continue to behave that way.
i have a pretty good understanding of abuse and abuse issues. i’m a middle ages female, i denied and repressed memories of being abused until 3.5 years ago. now, i work daily in therapy to recovery, it takes alot of work and it.s not easy but being a healthier person makes it all worth it.
a school counselor might be a place to start. you don’t have to tell them everything but maybe start with telling them that you have been beaten and you are looking for someone to talk to. is there a psychologist at your school?
forgive yourself first.
wow, no sorry to say this but I doubt if this is for real. Who the **** does this? This seems like a bored teenager who didn’t have anything else better to do but post stupid fake shit on the internet. First off, this girl doesn’t know how to type. Didn’t a 15 year old just post something about wanting to have sex with her brother or something like that? And 2nd off my father is a psychologist and it just doesnt seem likely that a teenage girl who got abused by “many objects” and was raised around “drugs and alcohol” and kept out at odd hours of the night would basically rape her little brother. I can see her trying to **** anything that walks, but raping a 4 year old, I don’t know. You have to look into the logic of an abused female, and based on that it does not seem likely. I guess it could be. And it just it just annoyed the hell out of me that she has respect for her brother and his “age” and that other stuff, but yet you basically raped him? FAIL. Funny this seems like a replica of the other recent post “My Big Brother”. Hmmm funny. If your not for real don’t make shit like this up. Again, FAIL.
fail, i think this kind of thing happens more often than we think. i was molested by both my siblings, it happens when parents aren’t around to care for kids. i could cite similarities that i noticed but i don’t want to go into that now
yeah mr. fail. If you can’t say anything constructive in badly written english why don’t you just not bother. The topic seems to bother you and you seem extremely defensive about it for someone who doesn’t have any experience of it. Grow up. just be glad it didn’t happen to you. you’ve shown yourself up for being an immature, thoughtless, judgemental show off who doesn’t have any particular point. And your dad’s a psychologist, not you, thanks. so shut up and let people confess. the confessor didn’t go into every detail of what happened so we don’t have the full picture so go back to your nice comfort zone and come back when you have learned to form a useful opinion and spell.
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lol, right on anon.. i noticed that too. mr. fail DOES seem to think that he’s the psychologist around here.. funny spoiled children think that they’re pseudo-intellectuals.. come back after you’ve been somewhere in life and done something, fail.. that wasn’t too sensitive of you
i see mr fail is lost for words now….how predictable. To the author, don’t believe cruel rants by stupid people. I’m sure they’re not perfect….