It hurts knowing that I screwed everything up once before. I was young and not ready for the same commitment, so when things got out of hand I did the easy thing and ran. You’re still one of my bestfriends though, and it’s taken so long to build up to that. I don’t want to ruin it. I don’t want to make you hate me for falling for you.
iam in the same situation. i wish he felt the same. i want it so much.
I wish this was written for me, but if it was written for me, I would hope that you would tell me this rather than anonymously confessing it and tell me what you really want from me.