I hated making out with you. I’m sorry..

I had to tell someone what I did. I’m a girl, I got too drunk last night, and I was at a friend’s, and she said that we could get very drunk because it was her house, blah.. The thing is, we ended up making out, and touching each other on her bed. I feel so disgusted, it’s like a hate myself. I don’t wanna touch myself anymore. I feel the only way I can make the feeling go away is by making out with a guy, or something. It’s not as if I’m homofobic, but I didn’t wanna do that. Besides, her ways of kissing are not the greatest..If only I could turn back time..