Help me.
Posted by Krissey in Regret on Dec 9th, 2010 | 4 commentsI’ve become a person I’ve always hated. It’s become a vice. I need help. Someone take me back…
I’ve always been an angel. A good daughter to my parents… a good student… a good friend… In fact, I believe I had been rather exceptional… exceeding other people’s expectations. Excellent in school, sporty, musically inclined, active in the community… People have perceived me to be close to perfect. Not just in skills but in values.
But starting last month, everything just went… crazy.
I’ve been cutting myself, watching porn, smoking, lying so much…
It may be normal for others but I myself, is surprised with what has been happening to me lately…
I’ve become bad. I’ve lost my path… Why can’t I survive in the real world?
I’m just 17, and about to graduate from high school. Worse things can happen when I get to college… I have to change now. What should I do?!?!
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Only can change thing… Only you can figure out what went wring… But you can do it. Maybe you have been hanging around the wring people. Maybe you are feeling invisible (I acted out because of it). But you havnt become bad. You can survive in the real world. After all you’ve been in the real world for 17 years. You are still you. The old you is still in there. Just look… There’s hope. There’s always hope no matter how dark it mat get. After all, you only see the stars once it becomes dark, use your stars. They are hope. This is hope. You can fix this… I believe in you.
your half way there :)
you regognize the path your own as bad, you know what is right and wrong, you have that gazel intensity to get out off the path your o and get on the right track,
YOU are key to YOUR decisions, youve just had an experiental period, like 95% of teens :)
I feel like I’ve been through a similar experience. Something that helped me was turning to God.
i am in a similar situation… and turning to God really helps a lot… i know what you are going through… i used to be the same person now i hurt people i care about the most… but that is normal when you used to be the total extreme… you have to find a middle.. between giving and taking… a balance is always the solution… too much giving as well as too much taking is always bad… just turn to God and ask him for the balance… it is good you recognize you are not what you want to be… as somebody said this is the first step.. but dont stop there.. .act upon it… May God help whoever in this state… and help get rid for this horrible feeling… it hurts seeing who you are and what you become… but you can change that… it is hard but you can! just have Faith…