When I was a 16 year old boy one of my 22 year old male cousins had sex with me and when he got done I was in love with him. For the next year I’d ask him for more and got it, but now that I’m older than he was then I regret those times.
Was in a very similar situation years ago, although my was with my step-brother. I also kept going back for more because I liked it. We still see each other at family events and to this day its weird between us, but no one else knows that he had sex with me for 5 and a half years when I was younger.
God will forgive you for your mistake if you ask. You must also forgive yourself.
Sixteen is a very vulnerable age and it’s easy to do something you regret after you mature, but you can’t spend your life punishing yourself.
Have you ever thought about seeing a psychologist?
you asked for it over and over again so therefor it was entirely your fault you need help NOW
Was in a very similar situation years ago, although my was with my step-brother. I also kept going back for more because I liked it. We still see each other at family events and to this day its weird between us, but no one else knows that he had sex with me for 5 and a half years when I was younger.