Don’t want to do it anymore

I’m the parent of 4 kids, 3 of which are teenagers. I live with my 5 year old daughters father who I have been with for 7 years. He is useless, my exhusband is useless. I work full time and have a 2 hour a day commute. On top of this I’m in school full time, I pay all of the bills for the kids except the morgage, do all of the shopping and cooking and cleaning because my kids are too lazy to do the chores they have unless they want something from me. The days where I want to “go out for milk” and never come back are more and more frequent and I hate that my life has reached this point. I come home and I cry, I yell at my kids and I cry, I think about how miserable they must be too and I cry. There has got to be a better way to live life then to regret every choice I have made.

3 Responses to “ “Don’t want to do it anymore”

  1. Sarasota says:

    You have much too much on your plate and you don’t need a worthless man in you. Don’t leave your kids, it will damage them for life. Instead find a way to make your life easier and give your kids attention. It’s up to you how to do this, some suggestions are move closer to work, cut back on school or cut back on work and get scholarships and or leave your marriage. Take care of YOU and your kids.

  2. Sarasota says:

    Ooops ** in your life. Please excuse the type-o (Freudian slip, I guess, lol)

  3. Will says:

    Drink. Everybody needs a release. Mine was cheating, FOP, driving like you, and drinking. Find what completes you and tough it out. I believe in you. I don’t judge you.

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