Feeling weird

Lately, my anxiety feels like it’s evolving. I cry almost every night before I go to sleep because I feel so sad for no known reason, whenever I mess up at work or socially my brain instantly goes “you could kill yourself” or “you deserve pain”, even though it’s not an urge, but it still scares me. My boyfriend lives in another town and I … Continue reading Feeling weird

I’ve Decided

I’m getting an abortion. It saddens me deeply, but I’m not sure if it makes me sadder than the thought of my now-newborn going without. My husband and I are just barely scraping by each month. I can’t bring another child into this. I would choose adoption, but I have friends who have, and the amount of hate and vitriolic comments they get over their … Continue reading I’ve Decided