I Can’t Stand My Grandson’s Girlfriends!

How unusual, right?! Ha. So I’m raising my grandson; he’s smart, creative, articulate, a very good young man (17 yrs. old), but his girlfriends are always manipulative, domineering little tarts. None of them have had a peaceful, decent home life, so they use my house as a part-time hotel. So here’s the confession part: I know I can’t hurt my relationship with my grandson by … Continue reading I Can’t Stand My Grandson’s Girlfriends!

I want to hurt people/myself when I’m too happy

Whenever I get overly excited about something, like overreacting, I tend to want to just cut myself, stab myself or someone else. I’ve choked people before out of happiness, but I was younger, about 10 years old. I really just want to stab people when I’m happy, or even when I’m not. Sometimes, when I’m feeling too numb to the world, I feel like cutting … Continue reading I want to hurt people/myself when I’m too happy