I am so tired of my husband ruining perfectly good moments with his negativity and anger. I have no idea why I ever thought marriage would be a good idea. I honestly think marrying him is my biggest regret. He acts like a child and I frequently have to tell our child his father’s behavior is inappropriate and that’s not how we handle anger. He … Continue reading Sick of my husband
Six months ago, my mom was the catalyst for a huge mental breakdown I had that caused me to attempt suicide 3 times within the span of less than 2 weeks. It all happened because my brothers and I didn’t respond to a group text my sister sent out the previous night about what to do in celebration of her birthday. We all had perfectly … Continue reading I Wish I Could Tell Her
*Long post* I stole money from my dad last year. Around £3,000. He was visiting as he lives abroad. He regularly asked me to buy things for him online for him to take home with him. Fair enough. Anyone who knows him knows he has a favourite child. My older sibling. It’s not something he kept secret so I grew up being used to it. … Continue reading I stole from my father
i’m gay. i know i am. i’ve known for ages. but i go to an all girls school and it would be hell coming out as my friends are super homophobic, like my family. Continue reading gay.
Today my wife asked me if I love her and of course I said yes and I meant it. But then she asked why I looked so sad when I said it and I couldn’t tell her it’s because I’m also in love with one of my closest friends who I also cannot tell the truth to as she is married and it would ruin … Continue reading Married but in love with someone else
I see no point in living. I’ve tried to kill myself before, I survived. I still want to kill myself, but I promised my sister I wouldn’t. Ten years ago. Continue reading Awaiting the Inevitable
My husband and I want a baby. When I got my period, my “friend” said “thank god you aren’t pregnant. I mean can you really afford a child”. Yes you bitch. We can. Her words won’t go away and now I’m worried what she will say if i get pregnant. Its been a month. Continue reading “Thank god” rude.
My husband manipulates me and mistreats me on a daily basis. I tell our friends that we are in to bdsm and power exchange….but really I found bdsm to save face and not accept the fact I was married to an emotional abuser. So now I’ve convinced myself that it’s a kink, and now I crave the abuse. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. … Continue reading Emotional abuse
I hate my husband. If I could go back in time and never meet him, I would do so. Even if it means not having my kids. All we do is fight. I hate having my kids grow up with him as their father. He lectures me, constantly, over every little thing. Every day I cry just thinking about how much I hate him. I … Continue reading I wish I could go back in time…
The only time I’m happy or interested in anything is when I’m drunk. Continue reading Knew it when I was 18