Why do i feel this way towards you?

You came into the start of this year, year 10.
Your populur, pretty, smoke weed, bad-ass scouse rebel, …not very smart, but why do i like you?
I was straight as straight can be until you showed up! then thing is i dont like anyone else ( exept boys ) but you. The thing is i see you stare at me sometimes, you walk so close to me when theres obviously enough space on the other side, you even held my waist when you walked past once. Or am i analysing it too much? we havent even talked properly before. i hate the way you mess me up inside, i even get angry at myself for not looking good enough for you.

love me.