“Thats Great!”…I hate that you took her back.

Him and I have always had a thing. We dated for awhile but decided we may be better off as friends. Years later and now he’s my best friend. I’ve been dating a guy for 3 years now, and I love him to death. But I’m always thinking of him.

When him and his girlfriend started having troubles, of course he talked to me about it. He kept me updated about everything and always asked for my advice. I told him to come over and talk about it with me, since the texting was getting out of control. He said he doesn’t want to, being around me makes me question his relationship and I may be the problem. He says he still has strong feelings for me. It made me happy to know that. I loved hearing that. Him and his girlfriend break up, and he talks to me all day long. He wants to know how I feel and I told him that I’ll always love him. But I’m the happiest I’ve ever been with my boyfriend. I can’t throw that away.

He takes his girlfriend back. And I’m disappointed. I don’t want to date him, but I don’t want him with anyone else. Ever. I feel so selfish.