I really am in love with this girl. She’s amazingly beautiful, and some of the things she does in bed are…amazing to say the least. The one thing is that I never cum. Her room mate gets back sooner than expected, or it’s too late. She says she wants to have sex, that she trusts me. She keeps saying that since she hasn’t had sex in a while, it would hurt. I’m being extremely patient. I just want a blowjob or something. Just so I don’t have to keep using J.I.L.L all the time. Foreplay lasts forever, and it never goes anywhere. She wears this little school girl mini skirt when she’s been hinting all day at having sex that night. Then when the time roles around…nothing. She goes to sleep. The feeling I get when her skin presses against mine is unbelievable. I do love her, I just want some kind of physical interaction more than a kiss and a hug. I feel like a horrible person.