Not Sorry

I know I like him, and my parents would kill me. He isn’t a bad guy, he isn’t even much older than my 17 years.

It’s all because they would say that I don’t know him very well, but I do. There’s just something in the way he woos me, it’s like not much else matters. He makes me feel important, special, and beautiful instead of “hot”. He attracts me like no other guy has ever done before. I’m amazed, scared, and excited.

I won’t be able to actually date him for about a year, because of the fact that he is going home (to England), and because of my parents.
When I’m 18, none of that will matter…and I’ve always wanted to see England anyway.

He’s told me he likes me, and even though I haven’t said anything back yet, I know he can tell. Ever since I’ve known him my skin looks somehow brighter, and my eyes are so…light.

Is it possible that I could already love him?

My parents would kill me if they knew I was planning on leaving. I hope and pray they forgive me..
He tells me he’ll wait.