I’m so STUPID.
Posted by so stupid ,so dumb in Love on Jul 28th, 2010 | 4 commentsi used to love this girl she was the most amazing girl ever , and the most amazing thing is that she loved me back , i spend many years studing in highschool with her and never had the guts to tell her “hey i like you” and when i finally do it’s to late because i’m in a different country and have cancer the worst part is that she said she liked me even though i had cancer and was really far away, but as i got to know her better i realised she was just using me to get to the states she had a lot of boyfriends and in all her relationships she was sexually active she was just using me, she was using me because she knew no one else would take her just a dumb**s like me would take her, and i felt for it , i mean i was so blind , i feel like dogsh*t i mean who can honestly fall in love with a loser that haves cancer WHO?! no one thats who…..
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dont say that, its upsetting. and yeh there is people who can fall in love for a peron who has cancer, like me.
That’s not true. That girl was not right. She should have never played with your emotions like that. And I’m sure that you have people who love you.
I’m so sorry, it’s not your fault, she sounds like a total bitch anyway. You sound like a nice guy. I’m so sorry about your cancer, it’s ashamed that bad things happen to good people, she should be the one who has to go through this. Good luck. <3
Just because you experienced something like that it doesnt mean that you will experience it again, I mean.. everyone deserves to be loved, NEVER call yourself stupid because you’re not. YOU”RE GREAT! you never lied to yourself, NOBODY is perfect, you just made a mistake. but at least you remain true following your heart ♥