I want you

I am so in awe of you. I want to be with you, I think you are the most wonderful person on the planet. You are so smart and so sexy, and you don’t even know how wonderful you are. She can’t possibly appreciate you the way I do. I have always said that I would never cheat on my partner, but if you asked me to, I would, with you. You are so …fantastic, I can’t even put it in to words. I adore you and every time I see you I get butterflies in my tummy. I have to pretend to be normal just to keep you talking, to keep you there so you don’t leave. I think of things to ask you so I can steal a few minutes of your time, staring at you and your beautiful eyes without looking weird. Argh, it’s because of you that I get up every morning to go to work. It’s because of you that I go to the gym, trying to improve my looks so maybe, one day, you might want me back. It’s because of you that I stay on after I finish at night, just to catch a glimpse of you before I go home to sleep. I thought I was over this obsession when I didn’t see you for three months, but it’s back all the stronger now that I see you every day again. It’s driving me crazy but I wouldn’t have it any other way. I won’t say I love you, but I definitely could. You are everything I could want in a man and my partner is paling in comparison. He has no idea how strongly I feel about you.