Secret Confessions

We fight a lot, then we’re happy again. It’s always like that. But every time we fight, it feels like love’s gonna end completely between us at that time! and I HATE THAT! And sometimes we doubt each other! I wanna throw those doubts away but I have problems in trusting people and he wish he could trust me but because of what his ex-gf did to him, he finds it hard to trust girls! Like WTF! I just wanna be happy! We don’t call, text, chat or even go out as often as we used to! It’s like watching everything falling apart! I wanna let him go but I can’t coz I still love him so much! Feels like I’m caught in between! And I just wish I could show and tell him how much I love him and that I’m far different from his damn ex! He’s been the best thing that’s ever happened in my life and I wish he knows that! I’m not even sure if he still loves me or not. I get so ******* sad and broken just thinking about us acting this way! Coz I don’t like it! Why can’t I make him HAPPY! Why am I trouble! Why am I a burden! God I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY WITH HIM!!!