i just dont get it

theres this girl that has always struck me as amazing.
its been 3 years.
i told her about half a year ago that i pretty much love her.
she seemed fine with it, possibly even giving me a chance, and not even out of pity.
i was away for a week at a wrestling camp.
i texted her a simple hey.
she says we cant talk anymore that she had gotten back together with her ex.
i have NEVER felt as much rage, sorrow, agony.
she broke my heart and my hand was soon after the same.
i cried. endlessly.
i still shouldnt love her.
but now she has even infected my dreams with her beautiful self.
i cant stop thinking about her.
i cant even have any attraction to any other girl.
but her.
it hurts it hurts it hurts.
still she doesnt care.
my beautiful lauren.

Anonymous on September 27th 2007 in Love

3 Responses to “i just dont get it”

  1. Kenzie said on 27 Sep 2007 at 11:25 am # Quote

    Been there. Done that. Never got over him. Don’t expect to. Just try to live through the hurt. It’s the best you can do, mate.

  2. Oppong said on 10 Oct 2007 at 1:46 am # Quote

    I don’t beleive in romantic love. I can never get a broken heart. This thing u call love is crazy fantasizing that exist in the brain. There are so many many many many many many many many many mnay girls in the world and u can’t let one non-caring girl hurt u. Organize urself and learn to love those who love those u.

  3. Mariana said on 26 Oct 2007 at 2:25 pm # Quote

    This was the most beautiful think that I ever read in my life :’) I am sure she will regret of what she did to you! xxoo

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