i just dont get it

theres this girl that has always struck me as amazing.
its been 3 years.
i told her about half a year ago that i pretty much love her.
she seemed fine with it, possibly even giving me a chance, and not even out of pity.
i was away for a week at a wrestling camp.
i texted her a simple hey.
she says we cant talk anymore that she had gotten back together with her ex.
i have NEVER felt as much rage, sorrow, agony.
she broke my heart and my hand was soon after the same.
i cried. endlessly.
i still shouldnt love her.
but now she has even infected my dreams with her beautiful self.
i cant stop thinking about her.
i cant even have any attraction to any other girl.
but her.
it hurts it hurts it hurts.
still she doesnt care.
my beautiful lauren.

3 Responses to “ “i just dont get it”

  1. Kenzie says:

    Been there. Done that. Never got over him. Don’t expect to. Just try to live through the hurt. It’s the best you can do, mate.

  2. Oppong says:

    I don’t beleive in romantic love. I can never get a broken heart. This thing u call love is crazy fantasizing that exist in the brain. There are so many many many many many many many many many mnay girls in the world and u can’t let one non-caring girl hurt u. Organize urself and learn to love those who love those u.

  3. Mariana says:

    This was the most beautiful think that I ever read in my life :’) I am sure she will regret of what she did to you! xxoo

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