I hope you’ll never know

Because you’d cut off all contact with me. You supported me through the worst time of my life when I’d been tested to the limit and saw no way out. And you helped me every day taking care of me in so many small ways and everything you said and did was right and insightful and considerate. And made me laugh and looked after me better than my nearest and dearest. And I pulled through.

And I stupidly cannot get you out of my head and I’ll never tell you because then I’d lose you. I know you have done what you have done because you are the kind of person you are. I smile and keep it light-hearted because I’d never get over it if I lost you. I never want you to know. I have no idea how I got through life before I knew you — it must have been empty.

One Response to “ “I hope you’ll never know”

  1. wow says:

    Hogwash. This person needs to know. I assume you are trying to say you’ve fallen in love with someone that you feel you should not have. So what. Maybe they love you back. I am in a situation like that. Only I am the one you are talking about. I have fallen in love with someone I should not have. Someone I am almost forbidden to be in love with. Someone I have been there for. But you cannot control the heart. I’m going to let these feelings go and keep this secret forever. Although i think this person can see right through me and sense what I feel no matter what I do. It would be a dream come true if they ever revealed they feel the same. You must do something. Life is too short. Anything is possible and you never know. Maybe they feel the same way.

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