I have a problem.
Posted by Anonymous. in Love on Sep 19th, 2010 | 13 commentsI am 19.. I have slept with over forty people.
it’s not normal, I know this.
I suffer from Bi Polar & Aspergers Syndrome.
I have made numerous attempts to take my life.
I just want to be loved.
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Don’t take your life – if you want this problem solved, ask Jesus Christ of Nazareth into your life. Just say, Jesus, forgive me for my sins, and take control of my life and when I die, take me to heaven. If you want to talk to someone who will listen and understand, call the 700 club prayer line – 1-800-759-0700. God bless you and may great joy overtake you! Peter
There has never been any historical proof that Jesus Of Nazareth existed. He, Like God is fictional. Much like Scooby Doo & Superman. Who unfortunatly are both just as unlikely to hear your internal monologue as a imaginary Cult Leader.
GW I’m not sure who fed you those lies but he did exist and there is TONS of info about him. To satisfy your thirst look up Josephus. He has NOTHING to do with religion or the church. He was a philospher and historian during the time of JEsus. He speaks about him as being more than man doing things that are CRAZY AWESOME. Just give him a look up.
You have to remember that God will always love you, and killing yourself is not the answer. You need to get some help, and find some friends to relate to, eventually you will find the right person who loves you, and treats you right. Good luck. : )
God Is Not Real! He is like Father Christmas. Has Nobody Told You Yet…
I know how you feel, I also have Aspergers and have suffered from deep depression for most of my life. I have made so many attempts at suicide that I have lost count.
The feeling that I do not fit in this world is so strong and I have never been able to be comfortable around other people. Even my own family.
I wish I could tell you things will get easier but I have no such resolution. I only wish you that you discover the magic bullet that I crave so badly, that will transform your life and allow you to be truly happy.
Best Wishes
G
I know someone else who has these exact same issues, bi-polar with manias and Asperger’s and at least one very serious suicide attempt. He has slept around ALOT too, like over a hundred partners. Unfortunately, he also drinks alot.
I would suggest counseling to cope and overcome these problems. There is help out there, use it!
I don’t think Jesus will sleep with you…
So far you’ve been given crap answers. You need to call a sex-addict help line or an abuse survivors hot line. You’re not alone out there, and you’re not broken. Your damaged, and you need help to fix it. But you can fix it, and there are people out there that can help you. A lot of them. All you need to do is call.
This is not a problem, IF:
1. You’re doing it safely.
2. You don’t have moral objections to it.
Because you posted here, one or both of these conditions are not true.
You should spend some time thinking about what is really bothering you, and decide why it’s not working for you. Once you know why you view it as a problem, you can start working on a solution.
I know this comment is rather vague, but I hope it gives you one more perspective to consider.
Best of luck :)
The three greatest lessons I learned when I was going through the same thing is to remeber:
1) Take responsibility for everything you do. This is liberating. You realize you’re not living in such a way that will bring happiness. That’s GREAT! Change.
2)Realize you have the power over all your decisions and actions. Surrounding yourself with good friends, music, etc. will keep you thinking positively. You CAN change and do what YOU know you is right.
3) EVERYONE messes up. Do NOT beat yourself up for this. Life is a boxing match. You’re fighting your opponent (your mind, flesh, negative thoughts, etc.) and trust me you will get knocked down. BUT! You can keep getting back up. Over and Over and Over. Just keep telling yourself “hey I messed up, whatever, now I know why I was unhappy and now I’m gonna do what I can to fix it and be HAPPY!” Be proud of the acknowledgement you made in your own life. Not alot of people will take the time to look inside and dig around.
Other things that will help:
Read good things.
a)Bible
b)Self Improvement Blogs
Remember Life gets better when you choose to get better. It takes time.
HI, I have Aspergers and Depression, and i’ve had both for 39 years. I know where your coming from.
There is hope. I found out at 38yo that the screwed up life I had could have been partially avoided if I knew about Aspergers.
Go see some doctors and get some meds, it makes a world of good. After you had time to think things over and review your options make a decision.
I’ve been trying for a year and will probably go the suicide route, but I took my time and thought it through. At 19yo you have a lot to think about.
If you need someone to talk to email me.
For all those GOD FREAKS get a ******* life. I’ve met a lot of you freaks and everyone one of you live in a hovel preaching salvation, while screwing up your/everyone lives around you. I got an idea, fix the world by action, not prayer. God see’s you, do you really think he needs you go give him a play by play…duh.
you’re an Aspie and you slept with 40 people? how did you do that? sorry for the lack of empathy, i have PDD-NOS. (seriously)
Love yourself and seek professional help. It may help to have a professional make sense of it.
Don’t be hard on yourself. I’ve slept with 22 and don’t care. Things change as you get older.