I Finally Told Him

I know everyone would judge me but I’ve been in love with this guy for about 3 years now. I only think about him and do anything I can to be around him. I finally told him I loved him a few moniths ago and we ended up getting very intimate. I believe I’ll marry him and even though I’m a christian, I have slept with him. The problem is that he is my youth director and 10 years older than me.

Now I can’t be with him cause I do want him to get into to trouble and can’t tell anyone what is wrong. I wish it could all be ok again. I wish I had never messed up his life.

One Response to “ “I Finally Told Him”

  1. kelli says:

    Dear Hopelessly in Love,

    First off how old are you? Seeing as you say he is your youth director I sum it up in the teens?

    You made a mistake but listen you are human. I have been there and done that myself a long time ago. And you know what I am a Christian. Jesus doesn’t stop loving you because of what you did. You must however pay the consequences and admit what happened.

    Remember that you are young and this guy is a decade older than you. You stated that you wish you had never messed up his life. What about yours?? Don’t you think you have a deserving life? Talk to someone that you can trust whether its a friend or adult.

    This man does not need to be in the position he is if he is sleeping with his youth class.

    Let us know how it turns out.

    Sincerely,

    Caring In The South

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