I cheated on my bf online…
Posted by Anonymous in Love on Mar 8th, 2010 | 9 commentsI was bored one night, and decided to go on an IRC sex chatroom, not with the intent of actually engaging in the stuff they do there, but just out of curiousity to see how many idiots I could find. This one guy started talking to me in a personal window, and things got weird really quickly… Like, he was talking about all the things he wanted to to do me, and I was making no effort to stop him because it was giving me a sick thrill… So I was basically some random guy’s good time, while my caring, loving boyfriend is clueless. I don’t know why I did it and it hasn’t happened since, but as soon as I left my computer screen I started crying and the memory of it disgusts me…
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So the thought of sex banter turned you on and now you feel soiled…yeah right!!!
So just because you wouldn’t feel guilty in this situation, I must not also? -.-
Bubear50 how do you know how the confessor feels. This site is not meant for judgment. If you don’t believe the person, keep it to yourself. This site is for confessions no matter how off the wall they sound.
I just posted almost the exact same thing! I’ve done it twice now, and I hate myself for it. It’s nasty, and I can’t get my mind off it the next day. I don’t want to look my friends in the eyes in case they somehow know. At least it’s not real, then things would be much worse. Just try and block it from your memory, I’m going to try to do that!
Take it as a learning experience. Now you realize it’s not worth it to get caught up in the moment. Realize other things are more important to you and the feelings at the time are not worth the feelings you’ll feel afterward.
You can take the lesson with you the rest of your life. See it as a blessing – now you know and nobody really got hurt.
I honestly don’t consider that cheating at all… don’t worry about it. If it makes you feel bad don’t do it again, but also don’t worry about it.
yeah, i asked my bf about the situation and he agrees with me. we don’t think it’s considered cheating.
what will you think if your bf watches porn movies? do you think he’s cheating? i don’t think so. i don’t think you’re cheating, so don’t worry too much.
It’s no worse then watching porn which I’m sure he does so get over it :)