I am in love with you.

You are 18 and still in high school. I am 23 and still a virgin. You’re girlfriend is pregnant with a child who may or may not be yours. I know you are just with her because you want to be a good father if the baby is yours.

I want the baby to be the other guys so that you will leave her and that I can be there for you when you are heart broken.

The other day, when you joked about taking my virginity, I was silently begging for it to happen. Maybe one day.