He gives me all his love but only half the time.

I’ve had a secret relationship with a married co-worker for the past 2 1/2 yrs. I know his wife, kids and most of his family. We both tell eachother how much we “Love” one another daily. I’m so wrapped up in him and couldn’t imagine ending it…he is everything I want with 1 set back, he’s married. What he doesn’t know is my whole family knows about our secret.