Empty
Posted by Anonymous in Love on Apr 21st, 2008 | 4 commentsI’ve never been one for the epic sadness… But I guess that’s a lie.
I climb into bed only to stare down at it and realize it’s empty. And I feel empty. I always have to put on a face for someone, sometimes I have to be someone worse than I actually am to please people. And I love to please them.
My boyfriend, for one… I’m only seventeen but he means everything to me.
Sleep means nothing without him.
I just wish he wouldn’t ignore me, I wish he would scream at me and hit me and call me names. I wish he would acknowledge that I am here, and that he is safe and that I won’t use him like the others did. I could never use him, I could never hurt him.
And yet whatever he asks of me, even if it kills me, even when he shows me a picture that some girl sent him of her breast on his phone, even when he tells me I should get bigger breasts… Even when he ignores me, I still love him because he is the best I’ve ever had. I love him, and I wouldn’t trade him for the world.
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Get a grip! Dump this loser now. What you think he is the only guy in the world? Ha..
Oh, yeah. Dump him NOW. He’s ignoring you and using you. Nothing worth keeping. No offense or anything, but I’d want you to read this article:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stockholm_syndrome
That’s what I see in your love. It’s pretty empty and going nowhere, so just leave him for a better person.
You have no self respect and you need to leave him now.
Get some self discipline and face the truth, this guy is trash, leave him now!
Your not going to et any better by sleeping with him, the sooner you leave him, the better, and you know that that scum bag is not going to last forever so just leave him now and make easier on yourself in the long run hun, trust me.
Hahaha! Girl, just grow up and love yourself just a little. Don’t be such a conformist.