RSSdon’t want to hurt her
i’m a 20 y/o girl, and in June2006 I met another girl online. we talked for a couple of months before I found out she was engaged to a guy. in those two months, I fell really hard for her, so imagine what that did to my heart. for some reason, I took her back, knowing i was her cyber-affair(or something like that) still wonder why I did that, probably because I chose that instead of not having her at all. I know it wasn’t right. she ended it with me last year(august), so many reasons: my family is homophobic, so I had to hide my relationship from them; we were(still are) in different countries; she was older than me(27 & 19), and so on… deep down, I knew she wasn’t going to choose me, but I guess I was hoping she would. I would have waited for her.
Anyway, two months later, I met another woman online. she’s much older than me(i’m almost 21 and she turned 49 last month) but i love her so much. and i know she loves me a lot. right now, we’re making plans so I can go to the states and be with her right after I finish school, we’ve even talked about babies.
–â–ºbut sometimes i wonder if my love will be enough to make a life with her. i don’t want to hurt her…
izzy on January 9th 2008 in Love
Be wise said on 12 Jan 2008 at 2:06 am # Quote
You must think about if you will get hurt also. You seem to betoo concerned with the well being of others and forgetting about your own life.
L said on 22 Jan 2008 at 7:54 am # Quote
You seem really confused. I say just let things flow with the woman you are with now. Don’t put all you have into this quite yet because in many ways you seem to not really know what you want. You are still young and you have plenty of time for the commitments in life.