D.D regrets
Posted by D davila in Love on Dec 12th, 2009 | 2 commentsSex at 14… pregnant…miserable. Alcohol led to abuse abuse led to knives…razors..guns.. he killed them both…
why is this so hard?? i love him i really do but theres someone else… someone from my past has come back. we were friends. my boyfriend and i had sex for the first time then it became his addiction and my pleasure… then my past came back to haunt me. we were friends… great friends… this morning i did something i dont regret.. but it makes me feel horrible for it. 2 days before the two-month anniversary of going out… my feelings for him.. my feelings for the past came back. he was in my room when my parents were asleep and my boyfriend was in his room dreaming of me its all quiet… we began to talk so we could catch up.. but talk slowly turned into how we felt about eachother and to this day still feel the same. he has stayed in my heart all these years and he never forgot me like i had feared. his hugs his kisses… his touch.. it was unbearable i had to do it. IM SORRY JOHN i love you and i never meant to hurt you… but i will have to tell you …one day… but that time wont be any time soon..
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regrets are past. what matters is the present, but i think u should tell him definetely ,i dont care if its by mail, email, text, in person,through a friend…etc,etc…although it be more meaningful if its done in person…yeah i have been trying to do that for the last 3 years…..GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
I told him last nite i called him and told him. He’s not mad at me like i thought he would be. He just said that next time we see each other we would work it out because he doesn’t want to lose me