Caught N Between
Posted by BabyBoo in Love on May 21st, 2011 | 7 commentsI have always TRULY loved the same man for years. I have known him for years, and we started fooling around in high school. After high school , things became a little more serious with us. I got my own place, and attended college , and he would come over almost every night. I didn’t know what to about our ralationship, so I lied so much for nothing. I guess I couldn’t help myself. He left me, but I truly loved him. I shortly then after found out I was pregnant. I wanted to tell him, but he had began to see someone else. I had heard they were getting married . Rumors were true, he had gotten married. I got with someone I didn’t love and went through years of hell. Years later we met up and began talking on the phone. We discussed the past and he asked me if my daughter was his. I told him the truth. We tried having a casual sexual affair, but feelings became too involved. We would start out having sex and end up making love. I have done things with him that I have done with no other. I ended up getting pregnant again, and now we also have a newborn son. I know he loves us, but He still has a wife. It’s like he is living two lives with two families. He provides for us well. He wants to tell his wife.He is going to soon. Although I have told him its not a good idea. We live in a small city, and we are both well-known. I see his agony in his face and I feel it in his spirit. I love him so much, I can’t stand seeing him agonize. I almost just walked away without a word. This is eating me alive.
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Wow. All the kids in that situation are going to pay for your “love”. All of them. Yours, his, & hers. Those kids are going to be decimated in ways you can’t even begin to imagine for your choices.
What’s really sad is that the only two people who deserve to go through hell for their ‘love’ are you and him… but you’re going to drag all those other innocent people with you.
Pathetic.
i am sorry to hear about what u are going thru… most people are going to judge u, they have no right til they walk in your shoes.. years ago i would have been one to judge you til my life changed, my point is dont let what others say get to you. if you would like to talk more feel free to email me.. take care and good luck
people need to realize you are hurting too…
It sounds like a sad story in all… but why would you sleep with a married man? I hope his wife does find out for the sake of her and their children. He should have left his wife before fooling around with you.. and you.. man I don’t have anything else to say to you except “Home Wrecker”.
its part of life.
you are destructive.he is too.
and so many people will pay for
this.
and somehow it may even make both of
you happy. then one day you and
him will pass on.
and a new generation will
arise.
its life my sister. its life.
I feel for you. i find i may one day be in a similar situation. People like to idolize love and relationships etc, but the truth is feelings are never that simple. They’re messy and complicated.
Are you honest and respectful to urself and others?????????