broken as always

my crux likes some other girl
so i was cryin last night
he didnt care that i was hurt

so the other day he said hes gonna tell me somethin
he said that
he cant separate his heart into 2
and his heart already belongs to the other girl
he said he loves me somehow
and he knows that i love him
because he sees how much i do
he said
he just has some other girl..
he has to stay with her

so…i dont know what i feel now
if im happy or sad
im happy cuz he luvd me somehow
but im feelin sad cuz he loves the other girl much!!

seriously..i dont know if i luv him or not
cuz i dont want to be hurt!!
buti jzt cant 4get him!!
this is jealousy
but its another category!