But that’s sorta beside the point here, of course. Well, I’ve found some nice guys later on and been happy with them, though relationships haven’t sadly lasted for too long. But lately, when I had some alcohol with few of my friends, I got a bit too drunk and ended up kissing a girl I had befriended quite recently. Everyone, included me, was quite shocked, but not in a negative kinda way. (Boys tend to have “a thing” about lesbians for some odd reason…:P)
Well, all of us kept it a secret from others, because it was just something that happened while we had been drinking and I didn’t think she needed that kind of a new beginning in a new town while finding new friends and possibly a new boyfriends as well.

I’ve come to realise that most likely I’m just bisexual, which is perfectly OK by me and luckily my friends don’t have problems with toleration towards things different to them. For a while I felt a bit in love towards her though and we’ve kissed a bit more since. But now she’s with someone and I prefer not to kiss her any more (though I’d still like that, it was really sweet…).

Well, that wasn’t helpful at all, yeah. But I just wanted to hint that I might have a vague clue about what you might go through.

About that woman you really like… I believe that when she’s straight, there’s no way you could be with her, as sad as it is, and as she’s a Christian (who tend to be a “bit” old fashioned about things and too literal about the bible) she might not even try to understand…

What you could do, is seemingly randomly start to talk about lesbians and other stuff like that just to find out what she thinks about them. If she hates them or something, then it’s hard to change her mind, though you may try, if you believe you could. But certainly that wouldn’t happen in one evening. If she doesn’t have anything against them, then you at least have a tiny chance. And, I guess even if it’s not true, it might be better to hint about bisexuality than to homosexuality. But, well, I don’t know you nor her, so I can’t be of any real help.

When you spell God with a small g you are referring to an idol!

oh my god what is it with people on here, typing god with a small g just means you cant be bothered to turn on caps lock for one friggin letter, people are using this site to confess to how they feel not to have their spelling checked!!!
if you believe in any kind of god, good for you, you have faith, call the god them,it,him,she, whatever the hell you like but dont correct what other people put!!

the bible also says that god will accept relationships if they are real and loving, not just for fun (basically that anyway

but before you go jumping in, i would really consider hard if you actually like her, because when i was about your age i thought i was in love with someone but it just turned out to be an obession because when i went college i forgot him really quickly, and that was how i knew it wasnt love

i dont know what country youre in, but try and find a book called ‘oranges are not the only fruit’ by jeanette winterson for a story about religion and so-called “wrong” relationships

i hope everything turns out alright =]

Why don’t you ask her to pray for help for you?