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Love me.

I wish that you would just love me.

I’m in love with you. So in love that it hurts every particle, every molecule, every atom of my being. But, I am so afraid of telling you because I know that you don’t. When you look at me, you don’t see a beautiful young woman who you could love. I am just your best friend of many years. It has been years yet you still don’t see me. You see the other stunning girl next to me. You picked her and she broke you leaving me with the broken pieces left behind. But you can’t even allow me close enough to glue them back together for you. You never allow me close enough.

Even if you do see me, we can’t be together. My religion doesn’t allow it. If I had the guts to tell you how I feel, the choice would be between you and my family. And if I choose you, I’m afraid that you wouldn’t want to stay with me. You never saw me that way before and you probably never will. So why do I still have hope that one day everything would be alright. And that we can find a way. Life is not a fairytale there are no happy endings here.

While I’m here pining over you, another guy tries to tell me that he loves me. But he doesn’t truly loves me. He loves the idea of me, the nice girl who helped him through his own heartbreak. He still loves the other girl, I know he does. He is blind to the truth that deep down, he does not love me. He still strongly loves her even if she was horrible to him. Life isn’t fair. I wish the nice guy could get the girl. But it wouldn’t be fair even if he did truly love me because I still love my best friend. I keep trying to tell myself that I don’t but I still smile every time I see his name on my caller id. My heart still skips a beat when I make him laugh. And I am happy whenever I get to see him.

I still want him to be in my life even if that means that he doesn’t love me the way that I love him.

I Never Stopped Loving You

We briefly dated online many years ago. Although you lived a million miles away and we were only 14, I loved you dearly. We swore we’d meet someday, and we did. It’s been four years since then, and I remember the times when I’m down for they were the best in my life. I look at the two pictures of us together and my heart skips a beat every time. That day I realized that I never stopped loving you, and I still can’t stop.
I changed myself and made myself a better person in hopes that you’d love me someday the way I do for you. I’ve told you how I feel, but it’s obvious you don’t feel the same way and probably never will.
I’m engaged now to someone else because I treat him the way I would treat you if I were given the chance. It’s time for me to forget you…

ugh.

When you piss me off, make me feel guilty about something rather small, or just ignore me, I take off the bracelet you gave me and that I always wear, and fantasize about someone else for the night. It’s my way of mentally getting back at you and eventually find ways to fall in love with you again. It’s been quite a long time since I’ve taken it off for that purpose.

I’m taking the bracelet off tonight.
You better try to redeem yourself this time.

Brokenhearted

I fell for one of my best friends, but he has a girlfriend so I’ll never be able to tell him. He is the most amazing person I’ve ever met and he has helped me become a better person myself. He’s everything I could ever ask for in a man… It hurts to know we’ll never be together.

why am I so dumb

Why is it that I always fall for the losers the ones who always break my heart an could look right in my eyes and lie to me. The type who screw me over every time. But when the sweet guys come around I screw that up because I think it’s impossible for someone to actually love me and care about me. So I go back to the liars and cheaters because I guess I’m just so used to it.

Little too late

I’m sixteen and have had a boyfriend for over a year but lately I’ve been thinking things I shouldn’t be. When I was thirteen I dated my best friend who’s a girl and I got scared and broke up with her now years later we are still best friends but I believe I’ve fallen in love with her and I’m scared because I love my boyfriend I don’t understand why girls pretend to be bisexual for attention it’s confusing and frustrating

I love her but something is missing

I am madly in love with a woman, we are in our 40′s and she feels the same about me. But my problem is with her in the sexual department. She is not very sexual at all and gets all freaked out over everything. I am very very sexual and it is killing me. She does not like to talk about it at all, she gets embarrassed. We are 40 years old for crying out loud. I am starting to find myself looking at other woman. I am not asking her for wild crazy things, just a little umph in the bedroom.

Lawful vs. Love

I’m 17 in two weeks. My older cousins best friend is 24. We’ve been friends for a long time now, and I’m completely in love with him. He feels similarly about me, and it kills him that he feels that way, but he does. We can’t be together, or act on this. It’s illegal for him to kiss me, and I can’t even hold his hand. We practically have to ignore our feelings, even though I’ll be 18 in a year. It breaks my heart.

I was born this way

No one knows except a select few that i am a lesbian. i’ve been dating my gf for almost 6 years and no one knows. I feel so trapped when im around family and friends, especially since they can talk about their girlfriends and boyfriends openly because they’re straight and thats acceptable in today’s society. I can’t come out because im still living at home and i live in the bible belt so i’d be ostracized because im in love. Im so afraid of my mom finding out because she’s the only family i have left that cares. Im afraid of her being disappointed in me and kicking me out. But no matter what happens I love my girlfriend and i have the most amazing friends. I know i’ll be alright in the aftermath of whatever i choose to do and no matter what I was born to survive.

Wishing It Had Happened Sooner

I’ve been married for just over a year; we’ve been together for almost five years. I love my husband. He is an amazing person. He loves me and cares for me. He’s everything I could ever ask for. But I’m afraid I am more than willing to throw it all away because I’m still in love with another guy. I have been for years, but I had lost touch with this person for a long time. We’ve recently reconnected and every deep feeling is still there. There is nothing wrong with my marriage, or my husband, but I find myself wishing that this reconnection would’ve come two years earlier. I would choose the other guy.

Can’t walk away…

I let a complete loser, who plays me for a fool, control my happiness in life. All for the sake of not feeling alone. I hate that I let this even go on. The only thing I hate more than letting this go on, is no longer having control of my happiness. I know i deserve better. I can’t bring myself to walk away, because I’m afraid once he’s gone, my happiness might never come back. I don’t know if better is really out there… I don’t know what’s worse anymore: staying, or leaving.

29 Not Happy

Not happy with my life.. I feel I am living a lie.. Do I love him? Do I want to go through with this marriage? Is this just cold feet? I wish he knew the things to say when I need reassurance… Can I ***** on him? If I’m asking this does this mean that I already have my answer?

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